Lisa Strawberry

Outing with gangz

2012-02-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

Today the gum gangz (minus aineh :< ) and I went to catch a movie,
"Journey 2 the mysterious island"

My rating: 6.5 - 7/10
I want to do a proper review, but I'm too lazy,

so I'll just list the good and bad points of this movie.

The Good:
#1: Colorful and vibrant setting.
#2: Luis Guzman is hilarious like fuck.
#3: It would be so fucking cool in 3D.
#4: Dwayne Johnson muscles... OH MY GOD.

The Bad:
#1: The story moves wayyyyy too fast.
#2: Vanessa Hudgens's acting sucks.
#3: Story too predictable, no element of surprise.
#4: CG sucks at times.
#5: Most funny/exciting parts shown on trailer.

Overall, I feel that this movie is a weak sequel to the first one.
Interesting plot, but bad execution.

Well anyway, after the movie, we went to Kino @ Takashimaya!
I was browsing through the manga shelves searching desperately for yaoi mangas,
or even doujins - I don't care, I want to see homosexual pure love.

I heard Kino carries them, butttt I couldn't find it ;A;
I had suspicions on one of the shelf though.

Never mind.

As I headed to the graphic/art books section,

I thought to myself:
"Ah. If I can find Nao Tsukiji sensei's Nostalgia Artbook,
I am so going to buy it"

And I found it! I was damn happy (lol).
I successfully got a copy of Nao Tsukiji sensei's book,
all thanks to seeki's kino card; discount!
If no discount, I no buy.
Before discount: $59 (?) After discount: $53.10.
Thanks seeki orange juice!

I really no regretz manz.
The art book is a-m-a-z-i-n-g!!
It took my breath away!
Sensei is a genius!!

I also got a monthly planner from kino @ $3 or $4 plus, I can't remember.

Thanks to seeki again!! I've been searching for the monthly

planner for god-knows-how-damn-long-I've-been-searching-for.

If seeki neh tell moi kino haz, I'll never find it - -

The planner is incredibly kawaii!!

After that, on the way to HMV, seeki and I saw SDN 48!!

Coincidentally, PF was there too, LOL!

Stopped by HMV, seeki got her 2pm concert dvd!
Wise choice seeki!!!

We're happy girls today!

♥♥♥

Bye bye Baka Kyu

2012-02-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

Baka Kyu, I want to divorce you. You are my husband no more. You got a fucking affair with Lou Yi Xiao I can't man. At least find a better wife lah bakayaro! Hmpf! Kyu is off my husband list from now on. So I have to find replacements. I am considering giving that throne to either Tom Felton or Freddie Highmore. I chanced upon this gif on tumblr. OMFG fucking puberty for Freddie Highmore!

Marry me lah diz bastard. So handsome I cannot breathe.
Yah, I only like him for his looks, and his smirk. Problem bro?
You mad anot? Omfg I am so stalking him during the holidays ♥.
But Tom Felton also very handsomez~

-Frowns- Troubles of a single lady: Too much boyfriend/husband to pick. /sigh

Anyway Jocez ask me to watch diz show, "Teen Crib". This show is so motherf**king interesting, I want to watch more! Buttttttt there's only some on youtube, and in bad quality ;_____; I can't find it to watch elsewhere fml. Anyway, this is one house that I absolutely adore.

OMFG so. much. win. Just let me stay in that house forever. Must study hard, get PhD, work like a slave all my life and build this house. /Determined.

Sobbbbb and my Secrecy of the Shivering Night finally arrived!! I'm extremely happy man. After 4- 5 months of waiting, it does feels like a fucking dream that Ogura Muku sensei's book is in my hands!!
I can't wait to wrap it up nicely and then read it ;u;

The parcel came along with Yamato Nase's Mr Convenience
which I ordered about a month or two back!!
ASKJJSASAJ!!! Dying of sheer happiness!!

AND TOTALLY CAPTIVATED V2 and V3!!
Now I'm just lacking v4 and v5, once those arrive,
my collection will be completed!!

I wonder how long more I have to wait.
Netcomics said they'll reprint missing titles in Jan but

whichhhhhh and whennnn???

Finder v1 is reprinted and available for purchase on ebay already!
Now I'm in a dilemma. Should I get it?
Orrrr should I wait for tyrant 1 to be available before buying?
Should I even get finder 1.

You see, if I start collecting the finder series,
I have to keep collecting... until I die..
7 volumes and ongoing.
Not that I have a problem with that lah.
The thing is, I don't quite understand the story sooooo - -

But the sex is hot. LOL WAT LILI OMG.

YOU DID NOT JUST SAY THAT.

FORGET

FORGET

FORGET
FORGET
FORGET

FORGET WHAT YOU JUST READ.
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Projects are finally over!!
Ok not really. Left with my EIR portfolio,

which I have to redo for the third. fucking. time.

Next week (last week of school) will be a busy week!

Monday: EIR submission date, CONMGT presentation
Wednesday: CRB Test
Thursday: SPLN lab test, Orgcom Meeting Skills Test.

And the week after that,
Friday: CONMGT Main Exam
Following week after the week after:

Wed: IHT Main Exam

And after that, freeeedooooom!
Woah, I quite like the exam schedule :)
Haz plenty of time to study,

and procrastinate.

Quick Ramblings

2012-02-05T01:37:00.001+08:00

Happens to me all the time.

I have my eyes on Samsung Series 9 Laptop &
Wacom Bamboo Pen & Touch (CTH 470)!

Look at these beautiful "wants" ;_____;

Very beautiful, right?!

There is only 2 reason why I want the Samsung Series 9 Laptop.
1. Fucking Light, at about 1.3 kg (about the same as Macbook Air?)
2. Fucking chio, the design is fucking cool. And it's black! Won't get dirty easily lolol.

I'm waiting for the IT Fair next month.
If it's selling for about $1000 - $1200, I'm so getting it (Probably)
That is, if my parents allow???
Must..convince..them..

My current laptop is about 1+ y/o, and my elder bro wants it??
I'm selling him for $500, woahlao.
(And he still wanna bargain w me the price wtf!)
(I think if I sell to other people can sell for about $800.
Comes w a 5 year warranty leh!)
The other time I paid $1000 for it leh.
My mom paid for $500-$600.
Now get back $500, still must pay $1000.
Bohua, but I want!

There are also 2 reason why I want CTH 470.

1. Fucking chio. Green and Black. SO AWESOME!
I'm a person who is really into designs.
Look at my phone. Xperia Arc. I really want it because of the design.
Look at my previous phones too, Nokia 7390, KF350,
all very chio phones.

2. I've had it on my wishlist since a long time ago.
I really..want to try.. um.. drawing digitally.
This is awkward. I know I'm not good at drawing BUT u///////u
Well anyway my younger bro might be paying half for it ($90)

soooooo there is a good chance that I'll get it.

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Well anyway, I hope I can get both of the item next month??
(After my exams, lol)
GTG do my EIR portfolio!
Ja, mata ne!

This is sufficiently awkward

2012-02-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

I received my copy of "Calling" yesterday, I'm super happy!
You know, it's kinda awkward that I pay more for the shipping than for the book..
I'm happy... but... the book is freaking yellow! ;A;

You probably can't see it very well from the picture above,
but it's really yellow OTL..
Like some overstocked book that has been lying on the shelf for 10 years...
I'm very particular about books like these, but I can't really complain.
I mean, it's shrink wrapped..
Oh well, at least they gave a bookmark LOL
whyamIsoeasilyconvinced

Presenting to you my home-hair-fashion!

Woo! Don't mind my unmatched outfit colors (lol)
I dress like crap at home.

1 more month... Just 1 more month...

Quick updates

2012-01-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

Just a quick update before I rot myself inside of IHT. 6 lectures, 1 night to memorize allz. Of course I don't plan to study real in depth or anything. I'll just briefly read through and fail tomorrow's mock test.

Veh worried for my projects sia. Have to hand in SPLN on Monday ;A; !!! (And we just knew today) That leaves only like.. 2-3 days for joce and moi to do! I don't know what she thinking, really, y she no extend deadline what is wrong with her. And our group have not even started on CONMGT GG.COM.SG I swear. This is due the week after!! ;A; Heard from orange juice got a lot of things to do so quite worried.

When you're anxious and shit, set your priorities and stay calm. SPLN is due on Monday, so get that shit ready before doing CONMGT. Next week haz IHT quiz also. The following week haz CRB quiz. Ok. So. SPLN > CONMGT > IHT > CRB. Kay. OH AND SERVICE ALSO DUE ON MONDAY GG.

So today when we had the SPLN lab test I was flipping out from the start. I don't even know how to start and shit. My notes doesn't even help. I was drawing and deleting repeatedly. I was so scared that I won't be able to do this shit until I saw CM's screen - it seems that he was also stuck at the start LOL. Then took several deep breaths before slowly reading through my notes and going s-l-o-w-l-y. I'm not quite sure if I got it right, but I thinkkkkkkk my lab test should be... fine??? Hopefully trolololol ;______;

Waaah I really can't wait for the holidays! Let's get diz shit done and over with!

I got new year clothes!

2012-01-22T00:07:00.000+08:00

So unexpected. I went all out this two days. I went to Parkway, Toa Payoh, Bishan J8, Serangoon NEX and got a handful of clothes!! I went to PP and Bishan J8 for nothing lah, sian like fuck only, all the clothes didn't suit me... or my mom. TPY was awesome! I got some shorts and tops~ woohoo! I love em'!

Then today I went to NEX and I got this apricot colored polka dot blouse from Kiyo! Totally awesome I swear. It was actually $59, but there was a discount and it was only $29! It was super cute, love it ; u ; I also got a pair of flats for about $20! Although it's my size, it is a little... painful to wear. Ah. What can you expect from a $20 shoe - - ;; That's the price to pay for beauty... tsk.

Meh, no pictures! Too lazy to walk out and take pictures. Instead, I will end this with a picture of this amazing artist, Lily. She is so amazing I love herrrrrrrrrrr and her illustrations!

I was a gutless little bitch

2012-01-16T19:45:00.000+08:00

Back then when I was a freshie in TP, we had 2 camps - the freshman orientation camp, and the IFM camp. I didn't want to go for both camps, but I was a gutless little bitch (well I was afraid of the consequences) so I went anyways. They stated that it "compulsory" but they still put the "I allow/disallow my child/ward..." thingy in the consent forms. The fucking contradiction.

I remembered we had to stay overnight for the IFM camp. The seniors, afraid of us escaping in the middle of the night, "confiscated" our ez-link cards. Thinking back, why the fuck would they do that and why did I let them do that? 1. If I really had the intention to escape home, I would've taken a fucking cab. 2. The ez-link is MY property who the fuck are you to take MY things. Then again, I didn't think that much because I was a gutless little bitch (like forever).

And so, to escape to horrifying IFM camp, I carefully devised a plan that would let me out for sure. I just pretended to be sick and insisted on going home. I was sobbing and making a fuss. Somehow the tears came out naturally, partially because I didn't sleep well the night before so I was kind of irritated. Aha! Got the seniors and went back home happily ^^ Turns out I was really not feeling well when I went home. I got a headache but w/e LOL. At least I'm home.

Way before that was the freshman orientation camp. Worst. Camp. Of. My. Life. I was just so awkward and don't know how to mingle with people. Thank god we didn't have to stay overnight. Well anyway there was this part when where we have to head to bedok reservoir for regatta or something. I wasn't interested. Neither was ah wen. So we wanted to pack up and go home for the day. Being good children, we "sought" permission from the "seniors", saying we have to go back to our secondary school to attend the speech day thingy.

There really was a speech day event that day. The first senior was like "oh okay, follow me". So we followed her and to "meet" a senior in charge of all these BS. You know what that bitchy senior say? "What's your proof?" We, of course, was astounded, and said there was no proof??? She then said "Call someone who can prove that you need to go back and put me on the line. I'll talk to that person".

Oh that bitch, I will never forget her. What else can I do after she said that? We then gave up and went back to bedok reservoir. Worst event of my life. And guess what? Shortly after I received a call from my secondary school asking me to head back to collect my certificate. I was like, "What certificate? I wasn't informed of this" The person on the other line then explained that I did not turn up for speech day to collect the cert on stage and so I need to go back to school and collect it.

Oh my fucking teacher. Thank you so much. I was so pissed that she didn't inform me or whatever. So actually, that fucking day, I was supposed to go back to school! I didn't need to attend that fucked up regatta FML forever. Then when I went back to school to collect, I saw ah wen's name. She was supposed to go back to school that day too! Oh my god, so fucked up. Guess we're hated/so insignificant that us going back, stepping on stage to collect our cert is considered a disgrace/ harmful to the school's diamond stage.

Well anyway, the main point of this entry is to tell you how gutless I was back then. Nobody in the world has the right to confine me in a certain place. Had I been more insistent, what the fuck could they do to me? Call my parents? Ha! F-u-c-k-Y-o-u! Not that I was doing anything illegal actually. So I have every human-fucking-right to leave U MAD?!

Bitch, next time, I come and go AS I PLEASE.

Friday the 13th

2012-01-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

Nothing happened. Fuck.

Funniest survey ever!

Club & Resort Business survey started out all formal and don't-fuck-with-me,
but ended like this:

Lmao I laughed so hard!! What is this shit LOL.

What is the "So difficult I hate my lecturer" part?!
Suddenly so singlish and shit idek, I'm beginning to fall in love with singlish LOL.

Okie so anyway now I veh tired I wanna sleep u mad.
I neh even do any projects today andandand just now
I went shopping for new year clothes at East Point & Tampines
butttttttttttt ended up buying nothing WHY!

Jk lol who is fat. I'm just horizontally challenged.
I really wonder when I will have the time to update on my korea trip - -;;;

Maybeeee after theeee ummm, you know,
the completion of CRB & IHT Project!

JAAAAAAAAAAAA.

What I take to concentrate

2012-01-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

What I take when I'm trying to concentrate nowadays.

Item #01: Coffee - Nescafe 3in1 coffee, ENG school coffee, Chocolate Latte, Cappuccino.. Yummy! These are to keep myself awake. Basically I like sweetened coffee~ I like to add a lot of milk and sugar into it. OMG the epic packet chocolate latte in Korea. So epic, so tasty!!

Item #02: Chewing Gum! It keeps my mouth busy. I got some from Korea (lol) I should have gotten more because it was so yummy!! It leaves this amazing refreshing feeling in your mouth and the flavor just fucking burst out into your mouth IDE ;A; So nice to chew!!

Nothing already lol. What were you expecting? Sometimes if I can't concentrate I just go and bathe. After coming out all my energy somehow regains. If it doesn't, I start watching variety shows/anime orrrrr just read manga. These are my power ups, probably.

You know, recently, it seems like I've obtained a very cool skill. The skill of scamming drinks outta people lmao. Next week I got two eir friends treating me LOL. Thanks Hwee Yen JIEJIE and Kai Shi JIEJIE, I look forward to the milo and bubble tea lmaoooo.

LEARN FROM THE BOSS! OH AND thanks to Mali for always letting me scam drinks outta you LOL. You're like the best person to scam drinks out of ^^

Ok bye! Ending with a picture from Haruko Nagoya sensei ;A; OMG HARUKO NAGOYA SENSEI YOU ARE SO AMAZING AND TALENTED. You are my idol and inspiration~ Someday I wish I can draw like you! HARUKO NAGOYA SENSEI YOUR PEEKTURE MUST BIGBIG BECAUSE I REALLY LOVE YOUR ART! Hehe!

I want this!

2012-01-08T15:42:00.000+08:00

I'm not joking. I want this manga so badly ;A; It's about this porn actor who falls in love with this businessman. Yes! The seme falls in love first! It's so sweet I can't. So incredibly cute! This manga is licensed in english, but it's not available on bookdepository. Or on ebay. As in, the seller on ebay is asking for about $70 USD for this book. Say what?! I didn't even spend so much on my Crimson Spell. It's impossible~ The price is so unreasonable. Sooooo I started looking at amazon. But I really don't know how amazon works OTL. I have a feeling, the moment I figure out how to purchase things on amazon, I'll start buying all those hard-to-get mangas on amazon. ;A;

You know, ever since I started buying mangas, the figure in my bank started depleting really quickly. I'm trying my best to maintain it at a certain amount but it's so hard to when I'm not working. Maybe I should start replacing my lunches in school with a banana. It is healthy and makes you feel full. Maybeeeee I should buy those soyjoy bars too. Meal replacement. Killing two birds with one stone. Weight control and more savings. Yeah! I should just do that!

And I'll probably die of starvation in 3 days.

Lol fuck those girls who eat like a fucking pig and don't get fat. You know, I wasn't so horizontally challenged when I was younger. I started eating a hell lot for god knows what reason in secondary two and phoom! I turned into a pig in secondary 3. But hey, if you think it in another way, my primary school friends won't be able to recognize me. That's great, cuz, I don't want them to lol.

The awkward moment, you know.

Thank you thank you!

2012-01-05T00:15:00.000+08:00

CREYING. LEGITIMATELY CREYING TEARS OF... OF... JOY.

Arigatou orange juice sobb!! You have been a wonderful friend !!
Saranghaeyoz means I rabu you //▽//
/le fail cuz neh see chiur post until today OTL

Ainehmon☆,

I have no idea.
And thank you ^^ ;;

By the way way way way way,

The bus at the right side was the one that almost froze me into a fucking ice cube.
And this was the first place we went to after alighting the plane.
You know, the place where I tried to run around to generate some heat
but my beads of perspiration turned into ice?
Yeah, that's the fucking place.
The place that froze me half to death.

I don't quite remember the name of this place..
(the truth is I can't be bothered to find out)
but this was the "attraction" of the place.
Presenting to you,
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A fucking dam-like, river idekwhatthefuckthatis thingy.

Why am I even alive.
Why did I risk my life to go out in the cold just to see this..
Marvelous work of a water thingy. (Sarcasm intended)

Be right back.
I'll update on my Korea trip properly on February 31st 2012.

New Year, New Beginnings.

2012-01-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

But the same old shit. Past year's projects/assignments are carried over to the new year. Past year's stress, anxiety, deadlines still remains. What the fuck? Perhaps the following 2 memes will be able to express my emotions perfectly.

That aside, a new year means a new blog skin! Yatta! My new blog skin is very beautiful right? Keep those criticisms to yourself, I know very well that it's beautiful. Although it looks very basic and it had a template attached to it, I spent the last few hours working on it. I'm really bad at both codes and comprehension :S Regardless, I'm glad this new blogskin turned out well.

New year, new resolutions! This year, my resolution is just to attend as much tutorials/lectures as I can and survive semester 2.2. Simple as that.

Before I update about my trip to Korea & Hong Kong over the next few blog post, I'll just briefly blog out about my overall experience. The trip was actually OK. Reason is, the first fucking day, the best thing happened in my life. I started menstruating on the first day of the trip. Thank you. You're welcome. No worries, I'm used to talking to myself.

Oh and COLD(ko)rea is COLD! That bitch is as cold as Shanghai. No, actually, even colder.
(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻
*Flips table* The first day I didn't wear my thermal wear because I thought we'll be going to the hotel first before embarking on our first activity. I intended to change into my winter clothings at the hotel. Turns out that we started our activity right after we alighted the fucking plane. That time, I'm only dressed in shorts (and later into jeans because I couldn't take the cold anymore), tights (NOT THERMAL WEAR), and a fucking thin long sleeve with a jacket. Imagine how harsh the conditions were on my poor body.

I'm quite certain my internals were all frozen the minute I stepped out of the bus. I ran around hoping to perspire and generate some body heat but my beads of perspiration instantly turned into ice! I exaggerate but seriously. In the end I gave up on posing for photos and dashed back onto the bus like some kiasu auntie.

Oh sweet lord the fucking bus. That fucking bus! No. Fucking. Heater! What! You heard me! No fucking heater oh dear lord I can't!! Outside, I freeze. Inside, I freeze too. But at least that useless bus protects me from the fucking tornado-like wind outside. The other time I doze off a little on the bus and when I woke up, I thought that I was going to die. My limbs were all cold and numb and even with my outer jacket on, I was still shivering! OH GOD SO THANKFUL I SURVIVED KOREA.

On the brighter side, Korea is such a beautiful and wonderful country.

I'll blog in more detail soon! Till then!

I'm back!

2011-12-31T22:31:00.001+08:00

Hehe I'm finally back! I'll be blogging about my trip soon~
Stay tune! ^^;;;

Going to COLD(ko)REA!

2011-12-20T00:54:00.000+08:00

It's been a while! These few days I'm busy going outside shopping for clothes and shoes for the trip to Korea, which is on Friday!! I don't even have the time to do my assignments... jk actually I'm just too lazy to do. I got the time to watch running man but don't have the time to do my assignments hehe. My loot for today (or yesterday), nike shoes!

Hehe chio anot!! Very chio right?! Pink and black ;u; Initially I wanted the blue one but then I thought, "Fuck it, I'm a girl, must act girly" so I took the pink-black one! Best purchase evar!! (And most expensive purchase to date) I've never gotten any branded shoes before, sooo this pair of shoe burnt a hole in my pocket ;____; But I really like it! It's $89.90! Butbutbut POSB credit/debit card holders got 10% discount, so this shoe was only $80.10~ /happy. This was the last size you know... If that shop didn't have my size, I was going to stab myself because if I can't find any shoes I like, I don't have any shoes to wear to Korea. Thank god, phew! Actually I didn't pay $89.10, I paid $40.10. My mom paid the other half, eueehehheheheh.

Leaving for Korea in about 3 days and luggage not fully packed yet!! I have so many clothes, but so little space in my luggage. I seriously am going to die!! Little space = no room for gifts!! Whhhttttt nooooooo! I heard Korea is bitchy cold so I'm really scared. The other time I went to shanghai and I nearly turned into a snowman. That place is fucking cold! Once bitten, twice shy. Now I got a lot of clothes for korea!! (Ok I lied, not a lot actually, but I will wear A LOT.) I even got heat packs for my freezing hands!! /Kiasiiiiii.

Oh and, today (or yesterday), my younger bro got back his N' Level results!! Although he wasn't the top student, he did fairly well! He got 3 As, 2 Bs, and a C - which was English. Guess bad English was in out blood, hoho.

Ja. Till next year!! I'll be back on the 31st December 11', just in time for the new year!! Thank god I'm not spending the new year on the plane! Hehe! I will update so much when I get back to Singapore... or will I? I mean.. all the assignments and projects WHY?! Okie jaaaaaa.

The way I speak

2011-12-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

The way I speak has been bugging me for quite a while now. When I speak, I tend to use "lah", "leh" and I can't seem to pronounce my words properly. I've really been working on it nowadays, but it's very difficult to change considering my current environment - everyone seemed to be speaking the same way as I do. On several occasions I speak to people who can speak "standard" English and feel like a fool. I guess you could say I'm trying to get into their "realm"... didn't work that well, huh?

I shouldn't be too bothered about these kind of feelings but if you think about it in another way, speaking like that wouldn't do too much good for my future. People can't understand me, and I can't impress my future job employer. Hold up, will I even work under someone? To be honest jobs like these are really restrictive and chokes you up. I'll be my own boss?! (Sell yaoi manga, haha. Just kidding, or am I?!)

Well anyway, I'll be going to Korea in 2 weeks time! I'll be departing on 23 December '11 and will be back on 31 December '11! Yes, celebrating Christmas in Korea!! In a ski resort!! I'm so excited for the trip! I've only exchanged SGD300 for the Korea trip... I really doubt if the amount is sufficient... if not, I'll use card!! (My dad's one, of course! I'm saving mine to buy yaoi mangas~) I also have 2 nights in Hong Kong! I really look forward to it!

Ahhh but............... I haven't gotten anything for my trip yet ;____; I didn't have any time to go out and buy my clothes and shoes and stuff, ya know. Projects, quizzes..term test... ahhhhhh! Speaking of projects, I have a whole chunk of em' during the holidays!!! WAAAAA FML! I'll try to complete them during my spare week after the term test but if I can't complete em', I'll be bringing my laptop over to Korea sob. I think I can't finish them, seriously. I need to go out and buy stuff for my trip!! ;_____; alskjdlkjslkdjals.

Okie I need to ummmm, go finish my EIR project nowwww...... submission on Friday!! ;____; I have to complete it tonight or else I'm really finished!! I need to dedicate my whole day tomorrow to study serviceeee. And the next two days for CONMGT. It's twelve nowwww. Hopefully I can complete it in 2 hours~ I'll try my best!

2011-12-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

So fucking tired.
This week is so fucking hectic, and it's only Tuesday today.
How am I going to survive.
I'm so fucking tired but I have to study for EIR and do a bit of my conmgt now :(

Ja.

AINEH'S BELATED

2011-12-03T01:35:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th to AINEH~~ ★☆★

We celebrated her birthday @ PIZZA HUT today!
Or yesterday.. by the time I publish this post..

(It was late.. but it's the thought that counts (´∇｀))

(One of the peektures gope from seeki's blog, （‐＾▽＾‐）オーホッホ)

The birthday cake is so yummy!

You jelly? You mad?
Stay jelly. Stay mad.

The strawberry was sour though.
Thank god I only took a bite.
Seeki ate the entire strawberry and was squirming, LOL! （>∀<）////////

We ordered the chocolate cake-muffin thingy from pizza hut too!

It isn't cheap, it cost about $5+ for this little portion.
Hot chocolate oozing out of the cake after you take a bite!
Well.. the taste was good, but there's nothing special about it.
$5+ for this cake set? Pass.....

If you want to eat hot melting chocolate cake/brownie thingy...
go to cheeky chocolates@ illuma!
Click to read! I wrote about it some time ago.

Till next time bitches~ヾ（･∀･)

VIVID FANMEET

2011-11-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

I never thought that I would go to the fanmeet for sundown today.
Thank you, joce, seeki & aineh for accompanying moi!

Before I talk about the fanmeet.... I'll talk about school.
Well.... the ENG School 20th Anniversary Celebration was a waste of time.
We were forced to go, and forced to "help" break 2 records.
1st record, the stupid "jumping jack" thingy for 3 minutes.

To be honest I wasn't feel quite well but..... well.. I guess you could say
I was trying to be a good and responsible student so I did so anyway.
TBH that was my first workout in 2 years LOLOL.

The second one was sucking on a lollipop for 3 minutes.
I felt like puking.

THEN NAW. WE GO TO DA FANMEET AT DA NOVENA.
SO DUH COOL OMG I TELL YOU.

It was so crowded though. Not cool. Came too late.
We walked around to try and find a good spot.
Then after 29873982 rounds, we decided to um,
stand near a eyebrow threading shop.

Pretty good view of nothing.

There was this group of girls standing in front of us.
And the shop assistants were standing in front of them.
The shop assistants got really excited and took pictures while standing
on their chairs. Inconsiderate fools. I can't see any shit.

Then one of the girls in front of us asked the shop assistant why
they don't wanna move in so they could see clearer.
One of them, which I will call "A", said, "NAH~Not interested anyways"
BITCH. IF YOU NOT INTERESTED MOVE OUTTA THE WAY
AND DON'T BLOCK MY FUCKING VIEW.

The fucking contradictions.
"I'm not interested", and then kneeling on a bar-like chair.
Fuck you seriously.

Zhang Yun Jing came.
Not that interested so I didn't really care.

THEN VIVID CAME.
Berserk mode activated.
Apparently I controlled my emotions better than I expected,
but seeki they all still laugh at me, WTF?

Because I was excited, I asked "A" if I could get in so that I could see VIVID better.
She didn't allow BUT SHE ALLOWED ANOTHER GIRL INSIDE.
FUCK THIS BITCH.
Fine, forget it.

Then I got too excited and stepped closer into the shop.
"A" came up to me and asked ME to back the fuck off.
SHE DIDN'T ASK THE GIRLS IN FRONT OF ME TO BACK THE FUCK OFF.

THAT FUCKING BITCH SERIOUSLY.
I'M REALLY PISSED OFF WITH HER.

No offense but, FUCK THIS CHINA LADY KNN.
FUCK YOU AND YOUR DISCRIMINATION.
FUCK YOU GO TO HELL.

Point to note: I'm usually not so vulgar in my blog post BUT
this fucking bitch is just too fucking BITCH. YOU KNOW?!
Shit, when I mention her my blood boil.

ANYWAY.
WE DECIDED TO MOVE AWAY FROM THIS FUCKING SHOP.
We moved closer to the escalator, where they would be exiting.

HOLY FUCK. HIGH FUCKING DEFINITION.
BEST DECISION IN MY LIFE.

THEY WERE SO GORGEOUS.

RYOUGA OH GOD RYOUGA.

SO. FUCKING. NEAT.

VIVID OH GOD VIVID.

WATCH THIS FUCKING FANCAM FROM YT.

The first one was RENO.
(He made that flying kiss OMG RENO Y MESS UP MY BIAS LIST)
Then it was IV with that pink highlights looking curious LOL.
Then RYOUGA KYAAAHHHH!!! SO HANDSOME GOSH.
Then KO-KI, making that huge heart sign and little heart sign ♥ ♥

Then lastly it was SHIN looking as GORGEOUS AS EVARRRRRR.

ASKJDHAJKSHAJ
STANDING CLOSE TO THEM MADE ME FEEL EVEN MORE EXCITED.

I COULD HEAR MY FUCKING HEART.

I. WAS. SO. THRILLED. I. FELT. LIKE. CRYING.

SO AWESOME SERIOUSLY SO AWESOME.
Even though it's only a couple of seconds, OH GOSH VIVID.
YOU GUYS ARE SO........ AMAZING!
;____________________;
Speechless.

And THEN,
I met my tumblr friend, RUIRIN/ YUSHUEN.
SUCH A FUCKING COINCIDENCE.
Well we didn't know each other's face or anything tbh....

She approached me and I was a little surprised.
Somehow.. we ended up exchanging names and numbers.
I was like, cool, new friend, and ja! mata ne!

Then... YUSHUEN.
HOLD ON. I think I have seen this name before...
at... the... sundown page?!
(I didn't stalk her or anything.. I just.. had a feeling that RUIRIN was
YUSHUEN judging from the way she posted her comments on the

um... sundown contest page.)

So I texted her and asked if she's from temasek poly.

"Yes."

BINGO. SHE IS MY TUMBLR FRIEND.
SUCH. COINCIDENCE.
WE WERE MADE TO BE FRIENDS. LOL.

I knew she was the one from tumblr because:

1. SHE LIKES RYOUGA.
2. SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS COMING TODAY.
3. SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS FROM TP.
And with that I figured out LOLOL SO MUCH WIN.
Hahaha such a fun day!!!

I didn't take any pictures/videos though, because I thought,
"What's the point of photos & videos? Other people will take them..."
And.......... my SE Arc's zoom isn't that great so....

I do have pictures to share though.

Pictures from: sundown fest twitter; (left to right: Shin, Ko-Ki, Ryouga, IV, Reno)

Pictures from: Sundown fest twitter; (left - Ko-Ki, Right - Ryouga ♥)

Then after ViViD came TEEN TOP!
L JOE IS SO CUTE I CAN'T.
I only recognized L Joe and Ricky unfortunately.

I swear >80% of the fans came for TEEN TOP.
Because when they came - the fucking cheers and screamings and all.
IDE LOL.

Anyway it was a fun day, really!
Long, tiring, but seeing vivid makes it fun!

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You just got mind fucked by the way I wrote this blog post.
Never in 4 years of my blogging life have I wrote like this.

YOU MAD?
STAY MAD.

Excuse me,

2011-11-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

I get these feelings once in a while and just want to blog em' out, ya know?

Sometimes I really wonder what the heck I am doing with my life.
Really. What the heck am I doing? Studying? Is this the best I can do?!

Apparently my happiness does not matter.

My parents does gives me a lot of freedom,
but they don't always give me the best support.

Honestly it pisses me off when I see people being optimistic, happy or achieved with their life.
I just want to fuck them up so hard and run them over with a car, I'm so twisted inside idek.

I'm probably jealous, who would've thought?

Feel my pain.

Best Laksa in Singapore

2011-11-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

Well.. at least for me, this is the best laksa that I've eaten so far.
No matter how many different laksa I've tried,
I'll always come back to this particular store at least once a month
to savor this god-like food.

It's funny how my nickname was laksa when I was younger. My friends used to call me "Laksa~" or "Lisa Laksa~" Oh very funny indeed. I don't even know how this nickname came about... no actually, it might be because I ate a lot of laksa when I was younger. No kidding, I was the biggest fan of it. Not only that, I love bread and rice a lot in the past (I'm still in love with them now... yum!) so I've also had nicknames related to that.

Doesn't that look delicious?! That, I assure you, is delicious!!

You might freak out at the amount of chilli placed on the spoon, but in reality, when you

mix them all in, it isn't very spicy at all! Oh okay, maybe it's just me.

But one thing for sure, the combination of that base and the chilli is heavenly!

Look at that badass chilli! It looks so oishii!! I'm getting hungry looking at this..

I wish I could fly to that place right now to eat laksa!! So awesome let me love you forever.

I cannot imagine my life without this laksa.
The smell of it alone is enough to cause me drool a bucket full of saliva.
"Delicious" probably isn't the best word for this!

Wait, let me check thesaurus.com for a better word. Divine? Mouthwatering? Heavenly?

Ohhhh you know what I mean, right?

You know, the coolest part of eating this laksa is that you don't need to use a chopstick!!
I know, it's super cool right?! It's actually chopped into many little piece for you
to pick up with your spoon! Only (literally) gay people use chopsticks!
Cool people use spoon only!
You have to try this shit out or else you're wasting your life! It's SO delicious!
Look at this sign, so badass too!

Oh please don't mind my mummy's head kay'! You see it?
"No Chopsticks, Use SPOON, Taste Better"
Indeed!!! YUMMEHLICIOUS!

The only bad thing about this laksa would probably be it's price.
For a small bowl, it cost $3.50. I forgot the price for the bigger bowl.
Anyway the small one won't even be enough to fill your stomach.
Before you even realize it, you've already eaten everything up. Sad right? I know.
But if you consider the location and everything,
it is understandable that they price it that high.
But but but, the awesomeness of the laksa makes up for it!
A must try if you're a local! I highly recommend this stall!

Where it is located:
At The Bencoolen, Albert St,
Right opposite OG, it's very easy to find!!
They have this blue tent, which is where you would be sitting!
Oh, one thing to note, only sit in their territory!
Don't sit at their neighbor's one!
Apparently they don't get along well so look carefully before sitting!

Until next time!

No title because I'm cool like this.

2011-11-09T00:25:00.001+08:00

Thank you for the cards seeki and jocerilla!
I will cherish them for lifeeeee ( ﾟヮﾟ)
(Thank you seeki orange juice for the sundown tickets! (ノ///∀/// )
If I don't get any entry you're so dead. ^ ^ )

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I have been spending WAY TOO MUCH money on my yaoi mangas nowadays.
Way. Too. Much.
; v ;
I.. regret.. nothing.

But I really have to hold back on the expenses this month.
And the awkward thing is that it's only the start of the month o__o;;;;
I must've spent at least a hundred and fifty.
Must.. not.. buy.. anymore..

But you see.. if I don't buy now.. then. umm.. inflation and stuff.. and..
ne.. you see right? I'll be spending more in the future so why not..
buy now.. right? You get it? You do? Good.

No but seriously.
I don't want to see the bill that the bank
would be sending to me in a couple of days time.
The second my grandma updates my bankbook = the day I die.

Thank you.

My chingus

2011-11-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

Thank you to my chingus who celebrated by birthday
on 4th Nov 2011, Friday @ Changi Airpork!

I really really really appreciate it, although I'm have a reluctant face that day.
You have to understand, I am very awkward and rarely celebrate my birthday.
So when you guise offered to buy a cake, I'm just like.. Σ(ﾟДﾟ)

I.. I can't let you guise spend so much money on me, I'll feel very bad..
I hope you see where I'm coming from... that's why I insisted on not

getting a cake that day...

But in the end I still got one, so really thank you (((; ∇ ;)))!!
This was one of the yummiest chocolate cake I've ever eaten!!

Thank you guise!

In case you're thinking where the heck I am, I cropped myself out
because of cyber safety, hoho (´∇｀)ノ

Oh yeah and about what I've done with the money..

I've banked it into my bank! (￣ー￣)
I intend to buy some yaoi mangas w that money, euhehehheh.
Really thank you peepur for that money! Helped me out a lot with my collection.
(≧▽≦)ｱﾊﾊ八八ﾉヽﾉヽﾉヽﾉ＼ / ＼/ ＼

And thank you to Aineh for giving me the polaroids!
I will keep them for lifeeeee ヽ(ｏ> u <ｏ)ﾉ

Once again, thank you to you guise for giving me
a very memorable 18th birthday!

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･’(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)’･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

Do you think I'm insane.

2011-10-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

I was looking through my traffic earlier and..
I saw this highly disturbing search thingy.

'cuse me,
can I assume this suspicious person wants to see my picture...
Dude. Are you serious. WHY.
Anyway if you put more effort in finding
you will easily find it, I think (lol).

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My favorite mangaka is Nao Tsukiji.
(Well.. one of my favorites)

I worship her and her works.

Her art is excellent (detailed and really pretty),

and her stories are really really good.

I'm really referring to Adekan in particular.

Gosh I wish Adekan would be licensed and printed in book form ;A;

So recently I found out that she has this illustration book published called

"Nao Tsukiji Illustrations NOSTALGIA"

I have plans of buying it.

Well, fuck all the yaoi mangas, I want this more.
Yaoi. Mangas. Can. Wait.

I did a quick search around and found out that
Kino sells it! I think it sells for about.. $ 53.70
If I'm a member then it will be $ 48.33
UH. -___-

SELL ALICE NINE ALBUM FOR THIS BOOK.
I'm kidding, but really. I will have this book.
Or rather, I must have this book.

Kino I rabu you~
Thank you for selling this book~
The prices online are atrocious~
So really, I thank you from the bottom of my heart~

KKK. Save money for this book n___n

On a lucky streak

2011-10-27T13:52:00.000+08:00

I am so god damn incredibly lucky this month. First, I won this headphone from the future media thingy. For your information, I have never won in any lucky draws before. And now, I got into EIR! Which is, like the easiest CDS offered in TP. I never had an interest, but well, it's better than nothing. All those people who desperately wanted to get into EIR.. MUAHAHAHAH! I was the last one who got in! And the thing is, it is on Wednesday! This means extra allowance! WOO!

Initially, I was in, I believe, PST. This CDS was never in one of my choices. Ah wen said it was pretty easy so I was really thinking over whether I should just accept it. Hey, this is fate right? But on Monday I had a change of heart. Fuck that shit, I want to get into styles and issues in writing for new media (SIWM) no matter what. That was my top choice for CDS back then. So I appealed to SIWM on Monday morning.. and got in! Yatta! I should be happy right? But no, for some reason or another I lost interest. I was seriously considering appealing to Color and Composition. Geh, I was really into art and painting and shit like this you know (Although I didn't do that good for U-Art). I filled up the form to appeal, but didn't submit that very afternoon since I was still wavering...

That night I was determined to head to school the next day to pass up my CDS form. Unfortunately I wasn't feeling very well the next day. I was feverish and I felt weak all over. I still wanted to gamble for color and composition. So I text ah wen and seeked for her help~ u____u She helped me fill up and hand over the cds form in school. FYI, I went to the doctor afterwards and had plenty of rest for the rest of the day. Although the CDS thingy didn't work out, but I was thankful, really. At least I tried...I should give up no-

NO. I WILL NEVER GIVE UP.

So today, Thursday, I went to submit the CDS form thingy again. About half an hour later, I checked my timetable. I got into C&C bitches. U JELLY? U MAD?! Then Joce pointed out that it clashes with my timetable - I didn't even notice. FUUUUUU. I went back to that hall where they process that CDS thingy and seek for "help". You know what the first thing the person there said? "Ohhh again a case of timetable clash" BITCH SAY WHAT?! DO THAT SHIT PROPERLY! I was asked to wait a little while because the person in charge of all these problems was not present there yet. OK then, I'll wait... for the sake of my C&C, I'll do anything...

Shortly afterwards I was called into the "restricted zone". Cool. I'm all pumped up and ready to make my C&C on Wednesday! An indian lady attended to me, helped me check the available C&C time slots, and informed me that.. it's impossible. GOD I WANT TO CRY ; ____ ; I asked her if it is possible to prioritize me in case anyone wants out of C&C later that day or the next day. She explained to me that it is impossible. So I had to choose another CDS. I looked around, and decided that I wanted SIWM back - reluctantly.. well at least I'll be in the same class as mali... But SIWM had no spaces left! WHAT. WHY. THAT BASTARD WHO GAVE ME TROUBLE WHEN DOING MY CDS THINGY. DIE YOU DIE!!

I was really desperate and sad to hear that. I tried some other CDS that slightly perk my interest.. but it didn't work out. The rest of the CDS was god damned unappealing to me.. Suddenly I saw EIR. Oh yeah EIR. Why.. not? Heard from my elder bro and my friend that it is god damn ez. Let's.. just.. try.. since I don't have much of a choice here. I'm just hoping for the best. Click, click, click. TADA. TIMING AVAILABLE: Wednesday. 1 vacancy left. SHIOK. First, I really want my CDS to be on Wednesday so I can have allowance. Secondly, you don't have to do shit like socializing with people. Best of all, it's only a 2 hours tutorial! Furthermore, there is no lectures! (Although there is supposed to have one).

BEST. DAEBAK. I AM SO LUCKY ^w^
But I might still try for C&C tmrw.. one.. last.. time..

I'm feeling lucky!

2011-10-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

First of all, I would like to thank
NAJAH BBY

for everything.

Thank you.

I didn't expect anything from her actually.

But she broke my barrier and

touched my heart gently.

I feel extremely fortunate to have

such a wonderful friend like you.

I must've done a lot of

good things in my past life

to meet someone

as awesome as her.

Ah wen ily too.

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Today I won a skullcandy headphone in the new future media lucky draw.

I've never even heard of this brand before.
And honestly the design is.. not.. my.. type *cough*
But I'm happy to receive this.
Must be that god knows that my birthday is closing in

so god let me win ; u ;

My luck is improving I think?

I think mali won a camera.
Right. After. Me.
Unfair! Σ(`Д´)

I don't want to forget this feeling

2011-10-17T03:02:00.000+08:00

A few nights back I had this really strange dream.
I dreamt that I had an opportunity to go to Australia to study art there.
I know I don't have any art cells or anything but I was overjoyed to have such an opportunity.
I had to take a test though. I have to draw something and submit over to the art college there.
There was this stranger who was enthusiastic about helping me.
I was really afraid, worried, but I was happy. At least I'm doing something I like.
My dad said he was OK with it and supported me.

In the end, the art college thing didn't work out &
so I was preparing to transfer from IFM to Visual Comm.

Then I woke up.

#16: Dear future self,

I want to study art. What am I doing here. I'm not happy at all.

I don't aim to get high scores.
I don't aim to be the best student in the class.

I finally understood.
I just want to study something I love passionately.
I want to cry, can anyone understand me?
What exactly am I doing with my life right now.. I want support.

Ramblings ramblings

2011-10-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

[Experiment w/ sweet]
The other day I got this mysterious sweet from Japan home.

The packaging looked really attractive.
The price was a little expensive though. (Like $3+)
Well whatever, I'm not the one paying for it.

SO SOUR. WHAT IS THIS. My face when I ate it → (≧A≦;;;;)

If anyone offers you a suspicious sweet, don't eat it.

Oh yeah and I got my A9's HOG single yippee!

┗ (･o･ ) ┓♪┏(･o･)┛♪

I'm having mixed feelings.
I feel happy and regretful.
Happy because I sarpork A9!
Regretful because this is a waste of money ;A;
I could have gotten about 2 more yaoi mangas with.. this.. money..
you know.. I value my yaoi manga more.. than.. anything.. right.. now..

Gyaahhhh. I must get Finder and Totally Captivated real soon.
I have a feeling that I will regret for the rest of my life if I don't get them.
What if they go out of stock sob.
I can't find Finder v1 anywhere! （ ´,_ゝ`)

Tell you something shocking!
I'm thinking of selling away all my kpop albums ;u;
I don't.. even.. listen.. to.. them.. anymore..
They are just rotting away in my drawer (ΘεΘ;)
I think I'll sell my posters too~
They're all in very good to excellent condition u___u
I have um.. let's see,

Ukiss - Only one
F.Cuz - Gorgeous w/ poster
Co-ed school - Something That Is Cheerful and Fresh w/ poster
SS501 - Rebirth w/ poster(?)
MBLAQ - Y w/ poster

Σ(ﾟДﾟ) GYAH I CAN'T SELL THEM.
SOME OF THEM ARE GIFTS ;____;
(Maybe I should sell my bro's RDR & Genie(?) in secret lol)

~_____~ I need $$$$ so I can buy yaoiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!

Oh and CUBE I @ East Point closed down wtheck.
No more cute things for me, I guess -insert sad face-
WHY. SOB.

Till next time, bitches (￣ー￣)

Peeking Geckos

2011-10-06T22:01:00.001+08:00

I really hate it when there's a gecko in the bathroom. I'm scared of geckos. More like, I'm disgusted with it. That long ugly soft body.. yuck! When I was younger, I was in the kitchen minding my own business (No! I'm not stealing food or anything!) and a baby gecko conveniently climbed up my leg like a boss. I saw, freaked out, and slapped it away with my bare hands. Both the gecko and I ran for our dear lifes. I recall trembling for a while afterwards. That feeling is simply repulsing. Trauma afterwards, I guess.

So there's a gecko in my bathroom now. -No way- First, I don't know where it is when I step into the bathroom. Heck, it could jump straight at me. My mom told me a gecko once ran over her feet. How fucking brazen of that lowly thing. Second, when I'm showering.. those lusty eyes of that gecko staring into my body and soul makes me uncomfortable. Invasion of my fucking privacy. I'm not even married to that thing!! No one has ever seen my body since I was 9 hello! What gives that lowlife the rights to be able to freely explore my body as it please! Third, I don't want to touch that filthy thing ever again!

Nyahhhh I feel really troubled right now, I don't want to talk about it any longer.

Oh right. On Monday, 3rd October 2011, my mom was admitted to the hospital. She was knocked down by a company bus. I didn't think that her injury was serious when she called in the morning to inform us about it. You see, since she is able to call and tell us, it means that she should be fine right? So somehow I came to a conclusion that she is just covered with abrasions and went to take the PTE without giving a damn.

Sidetrack for a little, that PTE thingy was the most difficult English exam I have ever done. The difficulty for the English exam for GCS O levels doesn't even come close to this. Probably a fraction of it. Yes, I didn't prepare for this one, but I really doubt that even with preparations, it would be any less than challenging. Hey, I'm bound to fail this one. Comparing the 3 different test, NIE, PTE and IELTs, I would put NIE as the least challenging, followed by IELTs and PTE.

These tests were really an eye opener for me, as I finally saw how miserably weak I am in English. Honestly I think being bilingual isn't.. how do I say it.. very.. useful? Wait I can't seem to find a better term for it and fully express how I feel at the moment. Let me explain. I think English should be emphasized and taught aggressively first before introducing a second language. Second languages should be optional and taken perhaps when a student is ready to undertake it. Although English is our nation's first language, I feel like the emphasis on English isn't strong(?) enough. Geh, I'm really bad at expressing myself. Let's leave it like this first and I'll come back to this topic some other day.

Oh yeah, I was talking about my mom. So after my PTE exam I noticed that I had a missed call from my elder brother. I called back, only to find out that my mom is at the hospital and will be having an operation soon. I freaked out. I didn't know that it would be so serious. I was so worried and "flew" down to CGH and met up with my bro. She looked really tired it broke my heart. She was @ Ward C.

Well anyway she begun to explain what happened. Apparently a bus was moving forward or something at a cross junction/corner. It was dark and everything so my mom can't see the bus, and the bus driver couldn't see her. Then it happened. Bang! Mom fell face down, couldn't move, was in pain. The bus driver came down quickly, anxious, and pulled her to a side although she was hurting so bad. My grandma said the driver was trying to destroy the evidence lol. What - _ - / ! You think too much grandma. Then you know what happened next - ambulance came, took my mom to the hospital, my dad went with her, blah blah blah.

My mom broke her bones at the elbow. She suffered abrasions around her body, and had a black eye. Oh she had to operate to put a metal piece on bones at the elbow or something. So these few days I've been busy going to the hospital in the morning-afternoon, going to the RC in the evening, and tumblr-ing at night. She didn't have much of an appetite after the operation on Monday :C Anyway she's back home now and she's feeling so much better.

I just need to comment on the wards lol. My mom requested for a transfer from ward C to ward B. Wow the differences between the wards. Ward C, oven-like (so much warmer than at the lobby), noisy, no magazines, no tv, no proper seats for visitors, cared for by nurses, interns, shared toilet at the corridor, relatively tense and heavy atmosphere, cannot relax. Ward B, hotel like, 4 person per room, one toilet and bathroom per room, air con, 1 TV per patient, magazines available, vending machine at common area, cared for by nurses, relaxing atmosphere. I don't want to even imagine Ward A. My bro said even the nurses have to put on some light make up lol. Ward A patients probably gets treated like a president.

I think it would be awkward to end the post with the previous sentence so I'm writing this sentence for the sake of ending the post in a less awkward way. Oh right, now it became awkward.

2011-10-01T17:31:00.000+08:00

I woke up this afternoon with perfectly curled lashes. I was pretty damned surprised when I looked at the mirror. Oh hey, has Lisa always had these pretty lashes? Then I figured out that it was probably because I pressed my face onto my pillow in a strange manner a few moments ago. The way my lashes were curled was kind of in an awkward pacman's mouth shape, like it could break anytime. Ok awkward. It's now back to it's original position. Was never a big fan of my eyelashes, because it gets in the way when I'm trying to train widening my eyes to put in contacts. Not quite sure if it's because my eyes aren't wide enough from the start or because of those awkwardly positioned lashes. Either way, I'm putting the blame on those eyelashes because I'm a cool kid.

These days I don't have much of a life. My love for Jrock/ Visual Kei bands seemed to have died down a little. I've stopped trying to explore new groups. Damn, that's a heck lot of them out there. Could take me 10 years to fully finish exploring the current bands out there, and I'm not even including those debuting throughout those 10 years. Exploring all the groups would take me a lifetime. What a tiring hobby huff puff. I'm just relying on tumblr to get the latest updates on the current groups I love.

Actually I'm tired of tumblr. Surprisingly, I don't have that much endurance to scroll through those pages compared to when I have just started. Those pages seems to be endless! What I do is to open other tabs like shitbook and youtube to distract myself for a second. Then after 3 seconds, I get bored and go back to tumblr and continue scrolling. No life, I know. Shhhh I don't need you to remind me.

Asides from scrolling through those endless pages on tumblr I do actually do other things, like watching anime, drama and reading mangas, just to name a few. Oh the other day I had a togainu no chi marathon. Got scammed thinking it was BL. Well, various websites stated that it had shounen ai (BL) elements in it, so I took my popcorn and sat in front of the laptop excitedly going through episodes and episodes only to find out that there was no BL. I expected some kissing or rape scenes but there was nothing. I wasn't even into the story. It was so dark and depressing it could have choked me to death. I guess I'm not that deep of a person to fully appreciate these kind of stories.

One think I really liked about this anime is that it has amazingly hot characters. The main character, Akira, and his arch enemy, Shiki were my favorite! The hotness of Shiki blew me away. Dark blue/ Black hair with crimson red eyes. Tall, slender and powerful. My soul was devoured by him. I regret nothing. From what I know, Shiki would rape Akira on the later parts in the manga. It wasn't present in the anime and that.. makes me sad :-( I tried searching to Chinese raws but to no avail. So I got desperate and started reading doujins on them. I can't get enough of it!

The other anime I've watched is Tiger & Bunny. I see why people went crazy over it. This anime is really good despite it's not-so-hot characters. From the beginning I was sucked into it. It was different from any other shounen animes I've watched. Not BL but w/e. Very fresh plot and the characterizations were amazing. Like other fujoshi(s) I started to ship Tiger and Barnaby so hard. Anyway I expect a season two as there were many areas left open to explore. I really look forward to it, woohoo!

Oh yeah! A new season of One Piece, New World, is finally starting! I'm so excited! Oh oh oh and Bakuman + Sekaiichi Hatsukoi season 2 will be in October if my questionable sources aren't scamming me! October is seriously such a amazing month let me love you October *w* It must be because everyone knows the month of my birthday so they want to make me happy! I'm not being delusional man, everyone loves me please.

I've just noticed that this blog post is misleading and harmful for my image. I need to clear up the misunderstanding. I'm not that big of an otaku; watching animes, reading mangas is just a small part of the daily things I do on the internet, really. I don't collect that much mangas, perhaps about as much as the total number of fingers on 3 or more people. Another tumblr solely dedicated to anime/manga pictures, check. 40% of the total pictures on animes/mangas/cosplay on my laptop, check. Nah it's really not hardcore at all. I don't even collect figurines (although I'd love to if I have the money), and I don't cosplay (too fat it hurts the eye). This is nothing compared to other people, really. Trust me, I'm not obsessed at all. I don't know what you're talking about.

My favorite pastime is reading books. Don't highlight this -> I like reading graphic novels.

Nana bafu day

2011-10-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Nana!!

♪┏(・o･)┛♪┗ ( ･o･) ┓♪┏ ( ) ┛♪┗ (･o･ ) ┓♪┏(･o･)┛♪

The food was yum yum delicious! And the cake was yum yum delicious!
I love Aineh's breaded hot dog the most!!
I didn't know she was such a good cook （　ﾟДﾟ）
The sky was so pretty! I love the sky *u*

O Y I NO HAZ PEEKTURE W NANA.

Okie actually it's at her camera or something :-)

Thanks to Ainehneh for giving me a Polaroid!!
I will cherish it forever!! （‐＾▽＾‐）

It was fun ヽ(´▽`)/

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Holy Shit The Gazette's Suicide Circus ;____;
So freaking good! I love the song and pv and everything!
I want toxic! There is a 80 pages special art book!
But wth so expensive WHY.
The first press is sold out ಠ__ಠ
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SHIN. SAMURAI-ISH LOOK.

So sexy. I APPROVE!

.....

2011-09-20T18:45:00.002+08:00

Shit.. I hate the new skin..
Actually it's not done yet but... -____- whatever lah.
You think it would be a fanciful and fresh new look right? Lol nuuuu. -_____-
sakjdkasjdjksajdla

Ok. My results for this sem.

Well.. What can I say... A bit surprised that I got D for fire.. Ok but it's cool. It's not like anyone I know got an A for it.. Tsk this sem I didn't even get an A for any subject.. -____- So disappointed with my ACMV and security results.. I overestimated myself.. *cough* My GPA got pulled down... like... crazy... Not gonna make any excuses, just.. I.. don't like this sem... I don't like the subjects that are being taught... -____-

Umm so yeah, my koisuru boukun 2 & 3 arrived!! So happy~ But I couldn't unwrap them cuz.. I ran out of book wrappers .______. And I'm lazy to go get them /shot

This friday is the last lesson for my korean class. I'm not going to continue any more.. I'm.. lagging behind. Sometimes in class I don't even know what tcher is talking about.. I need to revise.. then maybe I'll join back when I'm finished and confident enough to take on advance 2. So you think korean is easy? NO

Strange.. I should have lots of things to blog about.. but somehow...
I'll just leave it like this. Till next time!

Transparent

2011-09-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

In the sense that.. I'm very easy to read. So I might as well.. tell you more about moi. Like it or not... I'm gonna tell ok.
I like dutch lady's strawberry milk. I think it's really yummy. HL milk... errrr... not very. I also like milo. I don't like green tea, 7-Up, 100 plus, any kind of alcoholic drinks (except ice wine.. yummy!). I like sprite, ice lemon tea, apple tea (I don't like apples though), honey lemon, orange juice etc.

I'm a very fussy eater.
I don't eat salad, clams, oyster, beef, mutton, durians... can't think of more. My favorite food includes ban mian, fried rice, eggs, bacon, fried prawn mee, carrot cake, cakes, waffles blah blah blah.

Why am I even doing this.

I am a fan of gamzadori. I think the stories are adorable.. well.. it's not exactly "stories"... but w/e... I call it what I like. I got these 3 books at popular a couple of years ago for about... $50? I told my mom that I would pay her back but I never did. I think she has forgotten about it anywayz so it's invalid. I'm gg to save up the money for to buy moar of dori! I think it's call "Love NG", "Still don't wanna go to work" & "A lazy man's happy days" Lol I translated it literally from Chinese. You think it's good? Fucking popular I swear. I went there, and the books are good, but the bookmarks are taken/stolen away. ;A; Why should I settle for something lesser when I'm going to pay the same amount as other people? And the fucking popular staffs. I went to 2 populars to search for it. The first one I went is the branch @ toa payoh. Yes, the staff did help, but they were like "oh that's the last, the other one is reserved" bitch, you don't need to tell me that the other is reserved. -___- The other branch I went to is the one at marine parade. God the crappy service. I asked a staff, and she doesn't even bother helping me ask or anything. The only thing she said is "Oh we hardly restock chinese books" and walked away. HELLO YOU NEED TO GO FOR UP YOUR SERVICE ~ by ah wen lul. Serious man. This is the first time I get such bad service. Lul anyway, I'm not gonna bother searching for the bloody books @ popular. I'm going to kinokuniya. I'm sure they would have it.. and it's around the same price.. w/e lol I just want the book.

Hmmm my HCP v3. I estimate that it would come... tmr or.. the day after! ;)
Looking forward to it! Come to mama okie!

Ok exams are over. I just pray that I can get a "just pass" for all my papers.
NEED A JOB NEED A JOB.
And I'm hungry now. The time now is: 11.20pm. Argh. @@

OK BAI.

IT DID COME

2011-09-01T19:11:00.002+08:00

It took some time~ but came eventually~
OK TYRANT AND EVERYTHINGZ HURRY UP AND COME TO MAMA.

Blogger changed its interface @@
I'm not quite used to it.. I need some time~
It's quite neat and user friendly though.

My dad knows.
He knows I like yaoi mangas.
He came into the room, and was like, "So, what did you buy?"
"HUHHH PICTURE BOOKS UH"
*Picks up and look*
-awkward silence-
*walks away*

T^T
You tell me how I should face the world now.
And he asked me how I payed for it before...
I told him.. I told him I had master card ;A;
I didn't really have a choice in that situation.
I didn't feel like saying "Oh my friend help me pay", too.
So.. now... both of my parents know? ;A;
~~BUT MY MOM DUNNO THAT I AM USING THE CARD TO BUY THINGS ONLINE.~~
~~If she knows I am so fucking dead ok.~~

Need to study BCM now huhuhu~
I don't even haz the mood OK.
I just wanna tumblr and read yaoi and repeat.

Oh yes!

2011-08-31T22:08:00.000+08:00

A couple of days ago, I tweeted to digital media...

OHHHHH YEEAAAAHHHHH BABY. TYRANT 1 = YES, and 7 DAYS = THINKING.
That made my day. My whole day! I immediately went on book depository to purchase tyrant 2,3 & 4, fearing that they would be out of stock soon. Good things goes out of stock fast. I have to be a step ahead of others, right?! I didn't get vol 5 yet, cuz.. there's still some time before it is published. And Dog X Cat 2 is to be reprinted! All of em... will be released next year OTL so there is a lot.. of... time.. I don't have to buy now. I'll buy em' next year LUL.

My HCP v3 should be arriving next week, followed closely with Tyrant v2 &3, then 7 days v2 with Tyrant 4. My HCP v1, v2 & the desert prince isn't here yet! ARGH COME ON. Y U SO SLOW. DESERT PRINCE HURRY UP AND COME TO MAMA. I need to know what happens at the back because I have not read it yet..Chapter 1 & 2 was scanlated by a group, but was soon dropped because it was picked up by 801 media. And no one bothered to scan the rest of the chapters online. So hurry up and come to mama okay? :) I can't wait to read you!

ARGHHHHH. Recently I've been posting about jrock... and mangas... and jrock.. and mangas... because I have nothing to blog about LOL. It's boring.. as in my life.. What the heck do you want me to talk about? School? OH HEY TODAY I HAD PM AND SECURITY EXAMS AND I AM SO FUCKED. OH HEY TODAY I ATE CURRY CUTLET RICESU OH MY GOD SO YUMMEH I CAN EAT 129837239874 PLATES OF IT YOU JELLY?! BECAUSE ONLY TEMASEK POLY HAZ HAHAHA YOU CAN'T EAT EM. The end.

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...... Is this the reality you wanted?

Actually I do have something in mind to blog about... A couple of days ago, I'm just like "OH HEY MY NEXT BLOG POST WILL BE ABOUT XXXX HUHUHU MUST BLOG ABOUT IT OKAY LILI"....Then a few days later I forgot what I wanted to blog about. Therefore this is a stupid post.

Hi. I'll just get straight to the point. Get for me this BAMF.

I mean.. This is not fucking acceptable. Such... sorcery.

I think I should be happy cuz I didn't get wacom bamboo pen & touch the other time.
If I got it, I'll probably be shooting myself right now cuz this is 1000000000x more amazing.

Gonna work.
Gonna work, earn money, get my yaoi mangas, get this BAMF,
and save some for the trip to Korea.

I'm weird like this

2011-08-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

"Foolish.
It was so hot after the live broadcasting,
so I stuffed my head unto the latest electric fan to cool my body."

I get strangely attracted to this photo of manabu.
Because of this photo, I'm.. getting interested in him.
Not sure why. I guess I'm weird like this.

And. I updated my bias list.
Kyu (Super Junior)
Shou (Alice Nine)
Ryouga (ViViD)
Reika (D=OUT)
Ibuki (D=OUT)
Kazuki (Screw)
Kai (the GazettE)
Takeru (SuG)

As you can see, shin (vivid) and ruki (the gazette) is no longer there.

I wonder why? ʘ‿ʘ

No matter how often I change my bias list,
Kyu will always be my #1 &
Shou will always be my #2

I'm loyal like that.
Only. To. These. Two.
I'm just sayin'.

Life of a fujoshi

2011-08-26T20:24:00.001+08:00

My Crimson Spell arrived 3 days ago, Tuesday, 23rd August by registered mail. *SMILE* It came in this huge, a little deformed box, and inside was nothing but my manga(s)... and the air of USA. The manga(s) were in this bubble wrap - I didn't take a picture of it because I was too excited and just tore everything away. Anyway it arrived safely.. it took about a week. That was pretty fast wasn't it.. I thought it would be by normal mail and would take like 2 weeks (like book depository) but I was wrong! Haha, it's my first time buying stuff online so I a bit mountain tortoise uh.

Anyway, I was a bit frustrated and pissed because kitty media did not translate the sfx in vol 1. Hey look, if you want to translate, translate everything and do a good job for it. Thank god they did so in vol 2. Must be the readers complaining to them lmao. On the left, vol 1. As you can see, the sfx are not translated. On the right, sfx translated.

The paper kitty media used is really good. It's really high quality paper. Is it because it is printed in Canada? Or is it because they have higher quality standards? Let me show you a side by side comparison. On the left is Kitty Media's Crimson Spell, on the right is June's Cafe Latte Rhapsody (printed in China).

At first sight, you might not see the difference very clearly here (cuz you probably iz blind)... but when you look closely... more closely... (Click on the picture!) you can see that cafe latte rhapsody has a slightly yellowish color and the texture looks rougher whereas Crimson Spell is just, smooth and white. Errr don't mind my finger there ok. It goes without saying - I like Crimson Spell's paper quality more.

Oh and the seller replied. Late. Very late. By the time he replied, I have already gotten my manga.. so.. what's the point... but it's still nice of him to reply. My guess is that he is busy with work/school so he doesn't have the time to reply... ok whatever. Overall it was a good buy (cheap!) despite the poor communication.

Yeah it's cool. I purchased Hey Class President 1,2 and 3 already! :) YES 3!!! Waiting for it to ship to moi house~ come to mama~ I got Vol 1 & 2 from this ebay seller, and vol 3 from book depository. Vol 1 was out of stock @ book depository, so I didn't really have a choice. $15 for shipping is expensive isn't it..? So I threw in 1 more book, The Desert Prince, to fully maximize the shipping cost. (Max: 3 books.. I mean, might as well, right?) I wanted The Desert Prince anyways, as I thought it was a really funny and adorable read. Ahahah, I regret nothing.

;A; I keep ranting. I really really really want Seven Days Vol 1. GOD THIS SON OF A BITCH IS SO DIFFICULT TO GET. N-no, I mean, it's easy to get, provided you are willing to part with like $50-$100? Sellers on amazon, you are really ridiculous. I don't want to settle for a Chinese volume, as I already haz pre- ordered the vol 2 in English. Sot, 1 vol Chinese, 1 vol English? NO. I don't want to get a used one too. It's.. it's not my style. BUT I ALSO DON'T WANT TO SPEND $50-$100 for it. ಠㅁಠ I guess... I have to wait for someone.. to sell it.. new.. and cheap... on Ebay.

YOU KNOW. I found the tyrant falls in love vol 1 cheap on this website!!! Ah ah.. I bookmarked it.. must get this and the rest of the volumes (2,3,4,5) on book depository real fast.. before.. it goes out of stock... HI LISA WHERE ARE YOU GOING TO GET THE MONEY. Well.. I guess I haz a few choices

Use card from bank.. secretly..
(used this to pay for my recent purchases too - I don't know how I am going to die if I'm found out)
Wait for my secret admirer to buy for me and send it to my house.
Pray that someone drops $500 on the street.
Rob a fucking bank
Rob my brother
Rob my father

I'll figure something out...

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FMF DOWN OKAY. GONNA BURN THAT FUCKING BOOK ಥ__ಥ
Ah.. This is the first time I was late for an exam.. I regret nothing though (I didn't do it intentionally though). Coming early would just stress the fuck outta me since everyone would be discussing about the questions and.. I would get confused. I was late for 10 mins, and finished the paper on time.. I didn't have time to check my paper OTL Okay, not saying that checking would change anything but.. just... not cool. Anyway I dunno how to do most of the questions so... I think I can't burn that book yet.. OH LET'S BE POSITIVE. I'm always lucky so.. lady luck will give moi a just pass.. right..? RIGHT?!

I left house at like 1.30pm and waited for the bus for like 20 mins! LATE MAN BUS. LATE. This is pretty normal though.. happened quite a few times already. But the real reason I was so late was cuz, Kaki Bukit had a crazy traffic jam! This is the first time it had ever happened. GOD IT WAS SO SLOW, going at like, 1cm/min. I think it was because of the construction.. they were trying to widen the road and stuff. Someone *cough* isn't doing their job well, that's why it had such a bad jam. Some students were panicking so they alighted the bus and walked all the way to the main road to try to take a cab. They weren't successful though, LOL. When they saw the bus at the main road, they tried to flag for the bus at a random spot but they bus driver was just "fuck you" LMAO. Serious man, when I saw them flagging for the bus desperately I just wanna laugh out loud. See! You should have been more patient (like me) right? :) Such rash decision not only caused you to take the exams later, it also made you waste more money, for nothing!

Actually, I didn't alight the bus because, I didn't really care if I go in late.. 2 hours paper.. 1 hour can complete lah! GOD I WAS WRONG. Anyway seeing that I was going to be late, I made used of the bad traffic congestion and started to revise........ ~~it didn't help during the exams though, fuck.~~ Oh and, there was this girl beside me who was openly frustrated, and started making those weird dissatisfied noises, stamping (or is it stomping huh?) her feet etc. Well, not like she can do anything else tho, rofl. But seriously, THIS BITCH CAN JUST STFU OR NOT.

Seeki called me. I was listening to mah music on mah IPT. So when my phone rang, I didn't know. A little while later I felt this vibration in my bag and notice that everyone was giving me weird stares... Then I realized. Ouei you can't blame me man. I dunno right? Sowwy if I bothered everyone's "peace" rah. Despite it ringing so loudly, nobody bothered to tell me. UGLY SINGAPOREANS. JK.

I can't really stardee at home, you know. I mentioned in my previous previous post, there iz gonna be a new bus stop right at my doorstep right? WELL THE THING IS, now they are rushing with the works cuz the bus service is scheduled to start on Monday. So it's really noisy here... with the construction of the bus stop.. and the roads.. To make things worse, the room I'm studying is right beside it! OTL. I can't switch rooms cuz.. this is the only conducive room. Behind schedule already huh? Even at night, they are working on it. I DEMAND TO SEE THE PROJECT MANAGER! /le PM joke fail.

Okie need to stardee now! JK. WHO STARDEES. /le panick for BCM but.. I AM JUST GONNA READ YAOI AND YAOI AND YAOI AND BLOG. Blog about Reika. The sexy Reika /drools

Or.. is Ibuki more sexy?

What... I can't choose.
BOTH. SEXY. OK. BYE.

I'm a liar

2011-08-22T21:33:00.000+08:00

Dude, did you seriously believe me when I say I'm not going to blog...
I mean, I'm Lisa Lie you know.
~~Not sure why I'm making fun of my surname.. maybe this is just an excuse.~~
I'm not giving you permission to make fun of my surname though, only I can do it.

OK.

And so I got my mangas!

Woohoo, "You will drown in love" in Chinese. Comes with book cover too! Don't have to wrap, super cool (Hey normally I wrap mah books ok!~). The seller iz from sg too so I met her like this morning @ Kallang~ so near to mah house lololol. Actually I'm quite sadz cuz it's in Chinese.. god I hate Chinese. But what can I do man, I can't afford English ones. W/E~ It's cheap~

ANGRY!
The fucking crimson spell seller haz not replied to my email! IDEK if he has shipped the manga yet! >:( he said he would ship last Monday, but ....

The shipping thing is not checked yet!
If it is, it would look like this:

SERIOUS MAN. THAT CS SELLER MAKES ME SO ANGRY.

If the friggin HCP books arrives before CS and the seller does not reply me, I am going to lodge a complain to ebay. (Can... right?) I think got wut... buyer protection thingy. DUDE. I DID NOT PAY 100SGD FOR THIS KIND OF SERVICE ADLKJSDLKSJDLKAJ! Every fucking day I check my fucking email and no replies! GOD! How dare he!

OK LISA CALM YO TITS.

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I don't like it when.... my biases show their past photos (especially w their girlfriends!) or talk about their past relationships.. or present ones (hardly)... or their dirty thoughts... or nude photos... Just... keep them away ok. I want to think that you are a virgin, was never in a relationship, and you live solely for your career. Keep on lying to me, I'm fine with that.

AOI, Y U SAY " I try and have sex at least once a week. It's a good stress reliever from work" ??!??!?!

KYU, Y U SAY " I have been in a relationship for 3 years" ?!?!??!?!
SHIN, Y GOT THAT PICTURE OF YOU AND YOUR CLOSE GIRL FRIEND?!
MIKU, Y IS A PICTURE OF YOU SLEEPING NAKED WITH YOUR D**K EXPOSED FLOATING AROUND TUMBLR?! ~~now I can never look at you the same way again.~~
PEOPLE. YOU MAKE ME SO SAD.

Just... keep those away from moi. I am not interested.

OK. - insert sad face-

Crappy day /update

2011-08-18T18:35:00.002+08:00

Just today, started out my day being awkward and shit with someone I haven't seen in a long time.
This bitch. Serious man. You are one of the few reasons why I don't want to go back.
Stop talking to me, we haz no topic.

Basically, every schooling day (not just today), everything starts out crappy.

First, my fucking alarm from my fucking cellphone doesn't fucking stop! Even if I go to the alarm settings to try and stop it, it doesn't stop because it is already stopped. Ya know what im saying? Although I stopped the alarm but the fucking ringing doesn't fucking stop. DAMN! And I am forced to fucking switch off the phone. Fucking hell, I'm already so tired in the morning and I still have to fucking force open my eyes and search for the alarm setting and shit, just to find out that my fucking phone is crazy. I do not deserve this. OK.

ARC. YOU DISAPPOINT ME.

Normally I use my ipt, but nowadays it.. kinda got possessed and shit, and I'm afraid that I would wake up late because it got crazy, so I use my ARC.

30- 45 minutes later, I am ready to go to school!

*Opens the fucking door* *looks around* *checks that neighbor isn't around* *closes the door* *press the lift button* *wait.. while up-ing my ninja hearing skillz to hear if my neighbor is walking my way* -lifts arrives- *runs into lifts* /PHEWWWWW

Yes I am very afraid of my neighbors oh god. I'm super duper awkward with them! I can't even stand breathing the same air as them in the lift! Time seems to crawl when I'm with them. Not like I hate them or anything you know.. it's just.. awkward shit.

To make things worse, my fucking lift pisses me off every morning. It take 982371982749812 years to get to my level. It's not about the speed; the speed's fine - it's the fucking system!!!! Sometimes, after you press on the button, nothing can happen for 20 secs! Otherwise, it won't move until someone else uses it from another level!!! SEE?! THIS BLOODY LIFT. Testing my patience every morning! If I am lucky, the lift would come straight up to me the moment I press on the button. Most of the time... I'm not... so I have to worry about my neighbors! Akjsdhflkjashdkjah. I hate this lift.

Woohoo! A new bus stop has been built below my block! Okay.. not has been built.. as in... still in progress.. but finishing soon! I heard the bus service will start as soon as 29 August! It's cool man, so close to home lmao. Let me show ya.

Before: I have to cross a bridge to take a bus to school.

After: Right at my doorstep!

U JELLY?

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Ahh, I won't be blogging until the exams are over.. (will still be tumblr-ing though, it's like breathing)
I'm super weak this sem, so I will be working extra hard (hopefully?).
I just want a pass for FMF, BCM & PM. PLEASE. D is good, and C will make me happy.
PLEASE GOD. PLEASE LOVE ME LIKE ALWAYS.

And after the exams, phew, a break.
The perfect time for a break. A break... A break away(?)

I need some space to breathe and think man. Leave me alone.

huhu still waiting for my books to arrive T^T
WAE SO LONG. CRIMSON SPELL COME TO MAMA.

/update

HOLY SHIT THE DESERT PRINCE.
I NEED THIS SHIT. THANK YOU LILI NO MONEY RIAO.
NEED TO WORK.

~~fucking mangas.~~
OMG. YOU WILL DROWN IN LOVE. OMG.
Y U UNAVAILABLE ON BOOK DEPOSITORY?! WAE?!

Frustrated

2011-08-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

The more I think, the angrier I get.

I'm always the one making the effort.
I'm always the one trying so hard.
I'm always the one taking the initiative.

Why is it always me?
Don't fuck with me.
I owe no one nothing.

It's always been this way. Nothing changes.
I don't get acknowledged, yet I'm always expected to do this.
This kind of troublesome relationship is exhausting me mentally.

Can we end this.

What the fuck man

2011-08-14T22:23:00.001+08:00

I can't seem to find a decent place selling seven days vol 1 NEW @ a reasonable price.
It's either the seller is selling at a reasonable price BUT DOES NOT SHIP TO SG,
OR, THEY SHIP WORLDWIDE BUT SELL AT LIKE $937249872389478237948!!!

Not sure if I'm mad at the seller or mad at myself.

Fucking seven days. Y U SO FUCKING DIFFICULT TO FIND!!!
You know, it was printed only like earlier this year! Fuck man!
SO FAST OUT OF STOCK! >:(
This shows how fucking good the manga iz.

SHIT. IF ONLY I'VE STARTED A FEW MONTHS AGO,
I WOULD HAVE MY COPY OF IT.

The truth is, I've been putting this manga on my read list for a long time, because it's shounen-ai.
WHO KNOWS THAT IT WOULD BE SO FUCKING GOOD.
FUCK MAN, FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!! If I can't get vol 1 I'll regret it all my life!

But at least I've managed to get Crimson Spell vol 1 & 2 lul.

BUT FUCK! WHY DON'T THE FUCKING PUBLISHERS REPRINT MOAR!!!

/excuse my language.

I need to secure the tyrant falls in love v3,4,5, Dog x Cat v2, & Hey Class President vol 2 & 3 before it goes out of print. NEED MONEY.

The exams are approaching

2011-08-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

So I made something.

Finished printmaking! /Like finally.
Most tedious assignment in U-Art.
It was fun though!

Mine

Mali chan's

Shi Ling's

Yu Ting's

BITCH I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY CRIMSON SPELL TO ARRIVE ^A^

Aiyo, it's korea lah

2011-08-07T15:10:00.000+08:00

YAY KOREA SERIOUSLY.
ME NO MIND GO KOREA OR JAPAN.

Anyway the itinerary for korea is as fun as japan, plus it's a thousand dollars cheaper..
with a 2 days hong kong trip! Woohoo! I wished I could show you how cool the lineup for korea is!

UHHHHHHH. Skarly change again.... -_____-
Nothing is confirmed yet... walau, don't get my hopes up leh

-off to do PM-

:( :( :(

Blogging because I have nothing to do

2011-08-07T02:41:00.000+08:00

[WARNING. THE FOLLOWING CONTENT WILL NOT INTEREST YOU. SO I DECIDED TO MAKE THE READ MORE ANNOYING SHIT. IF YOU ARE REALLY BORED TO TEARS THEN MAYBE.. THIS WOULD MAKE YOU SLEEP. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!]

Nothing... to do... Actually I have projects, but fuck it man. :( I'm not in the mood to do projects.
Lol. And I have nothing to blog about. Normally I would think of a subject to blog about before actually blogging. But this time... it's just.. blogging because I have nothing to do, you see?

I'm not very sure why I had so much things to do online in the past. Nowadays, there's absolutely nothing for me except tumblr. Hell, I don't even feel like reading yaoi mangas anymore. The truth is, my laptop is positioned in such a inappropriate place that I don't dare to read them anymore. Oh where? The living room. Damn, someone could creep up to be during some naughty parts, so no.

Errrr, since there's nothing to write... how about.. I tell you about myself....

I.... yeah. UM YA LAH. OH YA I'M GOING TO JAPAN! WOOHOO!
It's so expensive, I don't know why my father.. decided.. to.. go..
Actually nothing is confirmed yet. He just... texted me that we are gg to Japan during December.
Not sure what made him change his mind, but for the Japan trip, per person, at least $2000?
And he has to pay for 7 people..... UHHHH.

No, don't get me wrong, I'm actually quite happy that we're going to Japan! It's cool with me.
That means I could get all the stuff I "prepared" for the Japan trip in my blog post some time ago...provided that we're going to the city? Actually, I don't mind not going to the cities. It's cool as long as there's things to play.. like skiing? OH AND THE HOT SPRINGS. Cool man! I think you have to be naked in? UGH. I... I don't want anyone's eyes to bleed.. and... I'm SHY~! Ok lame. Think so much. Later in the end not going.

ANYWAY, since I'm gg to Japan (hopefully), I'm gg to work during the holidays!
YEAH CONFIRM WORKING HUHUHUHU :) Need to bring like $1000SGD there to spend~ Japan's stuff are expensive~ $________$

UM OK I GOT NOTHING TO SAY AGAIN. UH OK. I think, mawee or someone asked, when did I get into Japanese/Japan or something, and I didn't answer it properly because... uh... I'm bad at expressing myself verbally. By through writing... AHA! A different story!

So... it all started when the TV started showing anime at about 11-12pm every night when I was younger? Maybe when I was about the P4-P5.. And.. I got really interested in Japanese Anime... Oh at that time, I was into C-Pop! Not really into, but enough to make rake up a conversation with someone. Plus, my crazy elder brother was buying CDs, so.. I just kinda.. got into em'. Oh about the Japanese anime thing, I really loved them, and started watching.... and watching.... and watching. And I realized that I like Japanese animes very much.

In secondary school, when I got a colored phone that could store pictures in it, I started storing anime pictures... could I also add that I started loving cosplay very much? There was also cosplay pictures in my phone! I wasn't particularly fond of any music, maybe more to the english pop and chinese pop side. Anyway, at that time, because of the obsession with animes, I had a lot of anime songs in my phone.

So in secondary 2-3(?), kpop started to invade Singapore. I started watching drama.. BOF. Got into KHJ, and got into SS501. I liked them... so much... I even got their ALBUM. Haha~ it's actually my birthday present~! I.. didn't like Super Junior. Sorry sorry didn't attract me. But then one fine day I stumbled upon "It's you", fell in love with Kyu, made Kyu my husband, and started noticing Super Junior. It's cool, it's cool. Although I could be considered as a late fan, I was a good girl (I did my research on them) and watched everything right from their debut. For 2 years, I kicked CPOP aside and all was about KPOP. I collected albums, and was so obsessed to the point where the love for japan faded a lot (BUT I STILL HAD THOSE PICTURES IN MY PHONE.. AND STILL WATCHED ANIMES.. AND READ MANGAS).

When I was in Secondary 4, I begun listening to English pop again, under the influence of someone I can't remember. KPOP was still my priority. Then in poly 1, the sudden influx of girl and boy groups made me crazy @@.. I'm just like, DUDE, KALM YO TITS MAN, I CAN'T CATCH UP. Those bloody kpop groups treated singapore like a fucking money making vegetable cut chop chop place (ya know what I sayin'? If you don't, nvm. Because idk what I'm saying too) and came again and again and again.. so much it's not cool. (I don't have the money, you see.) Kpop became a very expensive and time consuming hobby for me. The love for Kpop faded by 30%~ THEN AINEH HAD ME WATCH 2PM SHOWS AND YAY I'M BACK BUT NUUU, I COULDN'T GET INTO THEM A LOT. (Note: I'm still watching anime, it's like a vital part of my life)

I joined tumblr in late 2010 under the influence of aineh. Initially it was all kpop, cosplay, anime, food... but one of the people I was following started posting... their Jrock idols.. then POOF! Shou came along and I'm just like "WUUUUTTTTTT. THIS GUY IS SO.... HANDSOME" and POOF! "Blue Flame" came out! I like Shou~ so I went on his ameblo~ and saw his labelmates~ SuG? Idk. Under PSC company.. so POOF! Takeru. I'll cut the long story short. It was: Alice Nine -> SuG -> ViViD -> D=OUT -> the GazettE/SCREW (still at this one). Along the line I did try other bands too.. but they didn't appeal much to me so I... just... gave up on putting in an effort to understand them.

Knowing about all of the GazettE just happened like that. I didn't even make an effort to memorize any of their names or faces. The people I am following on tumblr seem to like them very much... so they always post pictures/videos/gifs or them... with their names. So my brain kind of... unconsciously.. recognized them.. Aoi was the last. Ruki was easy because he was the lead singer, Uruha was a sexy mofo in pledge, Kai was easy (because of his kanda (DGM) hair in Pledge), Reita was SO DAMN EASY TO RECOGNIZE because of his nose band.

OK NUFF SAID.
It was Reika's (D=OUT) and Kazuki's(SCREW) birthday on 5/8/11.
I DIDN'T KNOW IT FELL ON THE SAME DAY! MY BIASES. ON THE SAME DAY.


Kazuki kissing Reika wtf lmao

Anddddd, I didn't know Kazuki was SCREW's LEADER OMG. He.. doesn't have the leader feel lmao. ~~He.. feels more like a clown hahaha~~. It's late but, お誕生日おめでとう! ^___^ I'm not sure who my bias actually is, in screw. Byou is... making me waver. WAE YOU SO NAUGHTY BYOU.

MORE. MY ENTRY IS NOT FINISHED YET!

Koki and Reno (ViViD)

I like the feel of Reno here. It's so~ sexy~Koki is very very very cute too~!!
I LIKE JAPANESE GUYS. PROBLEM?

Do you know why my second bias in alice nine is tora?
BECAUSE I WOULD KILL ~~ANTS~~ TO WAKE UP SEEING THIS SEXY LOOKING FACE STARING AT ME.

HNNNNNGGGGGGG AMANO SHINJI. WAE YOU SO SEXY.

I NEED SOME EXPLANATIONS.

YOU SO SEXY TO THE POINT THAT I CAN EVEN REMEMBER YOUR REAL NAME. OMG SHOU'S NAME IS.. UM.. KA.. KA SOMETHING SO CHIM. YOURS. FOREVER REMEMBER. SEXY TORA IS FOREVER SEXY. ASKJDHKJASHDJKAHSJDKAS.

/ends abruptly

MAWEE CHAN

2011-08-05T17:48:00.000+08:00

Thank You Mawee!

I appreciate the thought! ^___^

no wonder you insist on paying heheh
but just share with the rest ok. crimson spell.

thank you roflmaowtfbbqz

More than I can handle

2011-08-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

Normally I won't bitch about school but...
I'm so tired~ So many unfinished projects. BCM, Fire, PM, FMF, SecSur, all due next week.
OH HEY LOOK. IT'S LIKE EVERYTHING ISN'T COMPLETED AT ALL.

Fucking secsur project. So many parts.
Fucking PM project. WAE YOU NEED TO BE SO COMPLICATED.
(But thanks to aineh & nana's slide, I think I roughly know how to do)
Fucking Fire. Fuck you complicated report. Gonna get you finished on Saturday.
Fucking FMF. By right, it should be done today. Fucking cheesepie ho.
Fucking BCM. I don't even understand you, how you want me to do the slides?!

Almost every fucking day, have to bring that fucking laptop to school.
I would have gotten mac book air if I was richer.

Why I dislike APEL lessons so much.

- Standard questions, standard answers
- Have learned everything in civics and moral education in secondary school
- Waste of time
- Boring

What exactly is right, what exactly is wrong?
Take pre-marital sex for example. Why is it morally wrong to engage in such activities before marriage? "It's wrong", says a person who could even have pre-marital sex. Oh the irony.

Like you said, "advices are useless, don't give advice".
APEL lessons, IMO, are just life advices. When it all boils down to it, everything taught during lessons are just, words. You can't stop anyone from doing anything. And it's our choice to listen, or not to.

LGBT? Unacceptable? What's the big deal? Not sure why some narrow minded people are making a big deal out of it. Saying that it is against god's will is just.... fuck you, you know? Are humans made only to reproduce? Is love between two people only restricted to opposite genders? And who is the one who started with that bloody, you can only love and fuck the opposite gender shit? Thanks to this smarty pants, the older generations are so conservative. Try using "the bible says~" or "god says~" as your justification to my question and I will beat the shit out of you. Don't even try.

For all you know, I might fall in love and fuck the same gender. Problem? You mad?

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These few days, I'm into the GazettE. I wasn't much of a fan in the past.. but now.. yeah, I like them. I like all of them. My bias? Ruki... or maybe Kai. I'm not sure. Watch this video of kai.

He. Is. The. Most. Adorable. Guy. Ever. I think I can listen to his laughter all day long. And the way he smiles & laugh is so ashgdjahsljk you know? Like~ a silly laughter. かわいいですね~？ Lol huh, I won't classify myself as a sixth gun. Too much drama. I'm just a normal fan. To me, all of the gazette members are... princes. Not convinced? Then watch this!

I should stop talking about VK.
No one is... interested... feels like I'm just forcefully trying to impose my thoughts onto people.
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder~ K.
I never thought that jap guys are attractive in the past, but now, they mean so much to me.

Lol and I've learned something - some people in my class is just.. something something -cough-.
But.. I think, it should be "因为不了解，所以会误会", so I'll give them and myself another chance.
I still want to believe that... this is a misconception of my part.

Until next time~

MANGA & A9 POSTERS

2011-07-27T21:42:00.002+08:00

FURUERU YORU NO HIMITSUGOTO

A.K.A SECRECY OF THE SHIVERING NIGHT

IS NOW LICENSED IN ENGLISH!!

I must get it~ I must get it! Ughh~
Ogura Muku sensei is my favorite mangaka~

I must get everything by her~~

Ohhh I hope they license Sentimental Garden Lover too~ >____<

Seven Days. Just around the corner. Secrecy of the shivering night.

Tyrant who falls in love. Hey Class President!

돈이업서요!!!

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27/7/11
A proud owner of 2 Alice Nine Posters!!

One is from their Gemini-0-Eternal period and the other is from the Senkou period!!
I'm so so so so so happy to win them!!
Thanks to 9threbirth.tumblr.com (she.. changed her link though. Idk what's her new link ;_;)
Happy happy happy~ Lisa is a happy girl~
I was jumping for joy when I saw the email~!
Going, "sajhdflajshda" in front of my parents, heheheh!~

A9 I love you so much~

REIKA WON

2011-07-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

I've never really had a bias in D=OUT because everyone is so... gorgeous.
So I couldn't make up my mind... until... reika decided to post this picture of him.

This cunning man... so cunning. So unfair T^T .

How can you do this to me!! That smile.. that smile! /shot

Is this how you treat me?! HUH?!

That's cheating! >/////<

/(ﾟдﾟ)\

2011-07-24T19:07:00.000+08:00

Not... a chance... to... go... Japan.

Unless I do research. Budget: $1300
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE OTL

Game over. Bye bye A9. Bye bye Japan.

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HP7 was great!

But...ya know.. there was this scene, whereby harry was escaping from voldy, and voldy had diz ninja skillz and used his clothes to trap harry... ya know.. that scene... I thought of yaoi + tentacle rape. 왜?! And there was a part wherez voldy and potter waz fightingz.. thenz voldy was weakened cuz the snake was killed, the wand flew from his hand to harry, right? The part when the wand flew, I thought of... a chicken drumstick... and onew chasing after it. Major WTF right?

Anyway I was fangirling Tom Felton throughout the movie.
Bloody hell, he is such a motherfucking handsome guy. /shot.

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DIDN'T HAPPEN

DIDN'T HAPPEN TOO

YOU DID NOT JUST WRITE SHOW

ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ

~~bitch is fucking with me. who wants show lmao~~

lol beetches guess what

2011-07-23T15:38:00.001+08:00

I might be going overseas this year~! Woohoo!
Might only lahhhhhh~

Cuz my dad was acting strange. He was asking us to renew our passport....
and take new passport photos~
He also asked about my school holiday in December~~

Heh. I hope my dad don't disappoint me lul~ ^o^

Japan leh~~~
Korea & Australia will do too but please not china please please please

Just in case ah~ (if I'm gg to Japan!)
List of the things I would buy as of 23/7/11:

Albums
Alice Nine: Blue Flame, Heart of Gold
ViViD: Blue
D=OUT: Roman Revolution
the GazettE: Remember the Urge

Magazines (if any)
Shoxx
Arena 37c
Fool's Mate
Hevn
ZY
Rock and Read

Manga
Sentimental Garden Lover

Items
Tamagotchi
A fucking schoolbag
Stationary
Hair Accessories
Whatever that catches my eye

Haha sot. Like I'm really going to Japan~ w/e~~~
as long as I'm going overseas, it will be good. (as long as it is not china)
Are you wondering why I don't wanna go china so much?
Because I don't wanna!! I've been to china for like 1 zillion times already so please no.
I'd rather go Malaysia~~!!! Genting, KL & Cameron Highlands omgaskjhdah!

The other time I went to China/Taiwan (can't remember), my mom hurt her forearm/wrist (I forgot)
My father told the tour guide to bring us to a massage center to make my mom feel better (she was in so much pain) and he said "OKOK, if I see one I will being you there" with a unconcerned face.
I think he forgot or something, but throughout the next few days to the end of the trip, he didn't bring us there. Yeah, I know, he said, "if I see one". Maybe there really isn't any place to help my mom. But seriously, he didn't even come up to my mom and ask if she is ok at all. Service? Where? Apparently he didn't attend Up! Your Service!
Lol I wanna go Japan more than Korea and Australia.
And I think Japan is beautiful so~~ I really want to go and see for myself.
(Actually I just wanna go to ~~Otome road @ Ikebukuro lmao.. yaoi stuff~~ Tokyo Disneyland!!)

-Cough- Even if I'm not gg overseas this year, I'm sure I'll be going next year!~
Wahahaha~ I love going overseas so much~! I wish it will be a 10 day trip~~!!
Normally... it's only like a 7 days trip.. but w/e!

Just.... wish man

Japanese guys

2011-07-19T01:21:00.001+08:00

Earlier this year, I went to color my hair cuz it was fading. While I was receiving treatment, I picked up a magazine and decided to take photos of it. What was in it? Guys of course. Japanese guys. Why.. would I even take photos of those fucking girls.

Oh my favorite? All lol.

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I've been wanting to blog about this since a long time.

Recently, my fucking brother is in love.

I don't have anything against him falling in love, but fuck man, he's fucking annoying. I swear.

Every fucking words he says, sends chills straight down my fucking spine. Let me give you an example:

"You're my one and only sotong~~!!!"

Shit like that. And those fucking hearts he draws. OH MY GOD. And those fucking late night calls... (not w his gf of course.. I think.. they're not together yet). The worst fucking thing is, he stalks the same person openly on facebook, stares at the fucking photo, and giggle like a fucking love-stricken fool. Sometimes, he would mumur, "d'awwe sooo cutteee~". Really? All love-stricken guys act like this? That's fucking strange... and creepy. And he would say "I'm in love~".... almost every day. FINE FINE I GET IT. YOU ARE IN LOVE, NOW STFU.

I don't think I can stand it if my boyfriend (a.k.a takeru) is like that.

I would ask him to fucking stop it man. Seriously. If I didn't, my name is not lisa lai!

He's getting on my nerves nowadays. Testing my fucking patience.. and telling me not to fall in love. Fuck you lol. You are way too young and inexperienced to tell me that. Besides, who the fuck are you to interfere with my love life? This kid....

Japan Japan Japan Japan Japan!!

2011-07-17T17:53:00.000+08:00

TEEPEE haz finally done something right! Hell Yeah! Trip to Japan~~!! :3
Warao~~~ I wanna go I wanna go~~~
Wait... I know how to say this in Korean!
일본에 정말 가고 싶어요!!

Someone go w me~~~ oh god~~ wait lol. Wait.
WAIT. DIZ IZ LIEK ONLY FOR A WEEK. Go for what..... -_-
Lol. I remember saying that I'll fight to go if this is like half a year or something.
But diz... only... 7 days........
Am I crazy? Anyway, there is a chance that I'm gg overseas to Japan next year!

Drop the idea~ drop the idea~

I got my first yaoi manga! It's cafe latte rhapsody by touko kawai~~ It took about 2.5 weeks to singapore (Thanks to mawee for helping!)~ This mangaka always writes good mangas~ I love it~~~ it so fluffy and adorable~ Makes me feel so warm and nice inside. Absolutely no regrets on my purchase~! I wanna get just around the corner too~~ It's so good askasjdlkajs! I wished that sentimental garden lover by ogura muku is licensed in english T^T Actually I would buy anything from ogura muku sensei lol. She is my idol~~

Argh~ Seven Days! I wanna get vol 1 so badly~~!! I'm willing to spend <$20 for it, duh. XXX is selling em' for about $18.20~ but I haz to wait for the next shipment... which idk when! /off to bother em by sending emails again. And book depository... doesn't have em' in stock right now. I'm sad. Really man, I'm thinking of pre-ordering vol 2. But what if I can't get vol 1?! ヽ(；´Д｀)ノ Dog x Cat too. My... life... sucks.....

Buying mangas aside........... I need money to go to sundown!! I want to go so badly! MY VIVID BABIES OH GOSH. I have saved enoug-askdkjashdfkjah!!! OH MY GOSH I LOST THE $50 MY GRANDPA GAVE TO ME I AM A FOOL!!!!! BYE I NEEDA GO SEARCH FOR IT.

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내가 바보야!!!!

I swear I will delete my fb someday & crazy intensive short updates

2011-07-09T01:28:00.000+08:00

I swear, god damn it. Why? Because I don't even talk to 98% of the people there and not everyone is my "friend". Honestly, I classify my Facebook "friends" into different categories:

1. Primary School Friends, Primary School Classmates
2. Secondary School Friends, Secondary School Classmates
3. Poly Friends, Poly Classmates
4. Family, Relatives
5. Primary/Secondary School/ Poly Accquaintance
6. My clones for Facebook games (I don't use em' now)
7. Online friends
8. I DON'T EVEN KNOW YA' (Deleted most of em')

The only reason I'm still keeping Facebook is because of all the photos I've uploaded there. Heck, for status update, I can use twitter. FYI, I had twitter. Yeah, had. Just deleted it a couple of hours ago lol. I want a fresh start!~ I will pick an auspicious day to delete my Facebook, and this blog will be my everything~ Be it status updating or life updating~ I might sign up for some photo sharing website to upload and share all my photos - this case, problem solved: I can delete mah Facebook.

BTW! I haz a new high score for vege samurai!..
I didn't beat seeki's record lah, but.. I've improved!

Yay lili is so pro~~ Seeki moar pro but w/e! Joce you owe me drink. Lili will beat that high score someday! /goes back to intensive training. Joking lol. You think I have so much free time on my hands?

Ever since school reopens, I don't even have time to read my mangas and fan-girl my favorite groups hard. Every schooling day = go to school early, come back late. I recharge my energy on Friday by sleeping for 12 hours and when I wake up, I see the sun for like 3-4 hours before the night arrives... and I am tired again. I never get things done. Heck, I have not even studied Hiragana for days! /stabs myself

And I'm so tired now that I'm writing such a crappy post..
who cares man, ya love me so ya gonna read it.

Everything seem so.. so.. monotonous and boring now.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm born into the wrong body.

I speak like, a guy. My brother speaks like, a girl. Check out his blog.
It's not that obvious on his blog lah, but the way he text sends chills down my spine.

Imaginee horrr, wo talk liek thattt~ Andd wo blog about lurve all day, heheehe ^_^
UhhhHH ni xi huan marhhs? (:

Sorry I can't do it even if you like it. Fuck you. My brain almost spilled: writing like that. I've been blogging since 2007 and I've never written like that. I had different styles of writing, should I post some? The following are some of the entries wayyyyy back. You can't find em' on this blog, cuz, this was at my another blog - which I closed down in 08'.

I wrote like a teenager didn't I.. All about my day-to-day life. I do write like that now, but lesser. I remember there was a time where I tried to act that I'm super good in English by using chim words, which in fact, was all "googled" or from thesaurus.com. I stopped doing them now because it's silly, it's not me, and doesn't suit me. So basically, now, I'm just writing with my limited vocabulary and terrible sentence structure... with vulgarities. No lol, I don't wanna brush em' up. I'm not good at English from the start.. got a C6 for my O levels ya know!

Heh. To think that I want to get into Creative Writing for TV and New Media @ SP. Ha ha. What a joke. With my level of English? No way. I still feel regretful till this day, but w/e. Creative Writing was one of my top choices. The other one I wanted to get in was Film, Sound & Video @ NP. Guess what. The cut off for English was C5. That one point changed my life. One point. One point more and I'm already in NP. I've probably said it a thousand times, but to those people taking their O levels, please work hard. Work so hard you think you'll die - but it's worth it, as long as you get into the course you want. Not sure if I'm blind or what to choose this course, but I'm partially glad I did - because I've met great people.

Then again, if I could turn time back, I would have followed my heart and gotten into a design course. No future? I can't believe I said that. No future is better than being stuck into 3 years of misery. I'd rather do something I enjoy. Sorry I talked about this again. Sometimes I can't help it. Today is a special day so please forgive me... w-wait! Why am I asking for your forgiveness?! Fuck this, fuck that - this is my blog, I write whatever I want and do whatever I like!

I'm in a blogging mood now (not sure y), so this would be a long post~

17/5/11: Trip to sushi tei @ bedok point! (W: Mawee, Joce, Seeki)

Lol! I forgot what we ate! I intended for this post to be up 2 months before, but.. I kept procrastinating... and now, 2 months later..... IDE. I'll be honest with you. The food was... average. The price is not worth the quality of the food. But the service was great and the atmosphere was good!

Mawee's treat! Thanks Mawee!

The ice cream (is it?) in the middle was salty!! Mawee said it was good! OK lah, it was acceptable... the taste is still strange though! Anyhow, I couldn't finish the ice cream so we decided to play a game! We mixed horrible things in and the loser have to have a spoonful of it! *tremble* Actually~ it didn't taste that bad lmao. I am the ultimate winner lol. I only had a lick of it. The rest~ all had at least a spoonful of it! *wink!*

It was fun!

21/5/11: HAUNTED HOUSE

Aha~ I've always wanted to be a ghost in the haunted house! And I finally could be one, thanks to the course's freshie camp! I only came to help for one day lol!

The girls making up and stuff~~ Aineh so free uh, can keep taking pictures lmao. Woah, being a ghost wasn't easy man! The classroom didn't have large objects, so we can't really hide.. Plus, there wasn't any props for decoration nor there were any creepy background music. We had to scare people in the dark classroom (2 per classroom). Some of the freshies were really evil, I tell ya. Not scared at all, walk like a boss. There were some who were scared stiff, and others are just bastards and cunts. I kid. The freshies are awesome people. Sowwy to the 4 girls who cried like babies because I touch em' LOL. Actually I'm not sowwy. It was fun seeing you cry. It gives me a sense of satisfaction lmao. /evil side ftw.

Anyway, after that, I couldn't remove my makeup because of that evil, red, hard-to-remove lipstick. I ended up skipping Korean lessons the next day lul. My face and neck had such obvious red lines that I didn't step out of the house for the next 2 days LOL. I'm glad it came out on Monday!

26/5/11: Ah wen's birthday!

We went to Shokudo! (Yipee!!) The food there!!! SO MANY SO MANY!
I had a hard time deciding what to eat!!

The food!! Pretty good!! As expected of shokudo! Ok end, because IDK what to say about it already lmao. Had I blogged about this on that day, I would have tons to say. But since I'm doing a mass food spam now, I'll just... leave it as it is. No time to go into the details!

7/6/11: I went to Kiseki!

It's actually a Japanese buffet restaurant~ that day was my bro's birthday!

Hurray for un-edited photos of food! Lol, too much to edit, I'm super lazy. YOU SHOULD'VE BEEN THERE! It's delicious! YUM!

See~ my cousins, who are obviously pleased with their food! BUT YA KNOW WHAT MY FAVORITE PART IS?! *DRUMROLL SO HARD* .... THEIR DESSERTS! OMG SO YUMMEH!!

YUMMEH MAN. SO MUCH TO CHOOSE FROM!! BUTBUTBUT, MAH FAVORITE WAS THE WAFFLE!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! TO DIE FOR!!! I MUST'VE DID GOOD THINGS IN MY PREVIOUS LIFE TO DESERVE SUCH YUMMY WAFFLES!!!

At the side is actually maple syrup & strawberry jam for ya to top it off! If that's not enough, there are actually moar toppings at the side (not intended for the waffle but w/e!) for ya to add!! Overall, I enjoyed my meal. I think the price is reasonable for the wide range of food! I would love to visit kiseki one more time in the future!

16/6/11 - Trip to Cheeky Chocolates @ illuma, again! THIS TIME WITH MAWEE!

Damn! I love this place! Actually, there was no intention of going~ but~ somehow~~ we ended up there. This time, I tried something different! Wait wait. Before that, we had lunch at.. plaza sg, Xin Wang Hong Kong Café.

I ordered the sweet and sour pork rice (I think) and mawee ordered.. what was that? Beef... I think. It's pretty good but the price is a little too expensive. Food not worth the money.

NOW, WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR! CHEEKY CHOCOLATES!

Great service and atmosphere as usual, and OMG THE CAKEEEEE/WHATEVER IT WAS. WAS. SO. DELICIOUS. Mine was the top one, and mawee's was the bottom one. Mine first, ok. The chocolate was so rich!! I love that jelly-chocolate-layer at the top! And for mawee's brownie (I THINK LOL IDK WHAT THE HECK THAT IS), inside, was hot melting chocolate!! OMG!! I tried!! It's super nice!!! And it comes in a set!! That means we got drinks too! The drinks aren't that impressive.. I mean.. since it's a set, they can't let ya have the more expensive and yummy drinks, right? But you can choose to add on some money to get them - which we didn't lah!

CHEEKY CHOCOLATES FTW!

Most scary dream ever

2011-07-06T21:19:00.000+08:00

Ok, maybe not, but I was so glad it was a dream.
Let me warn you first - I'm terrible at story telling.

In my dream, I moved in into this apartment with 2 other people who I forgot whom (most probably important to me - let's call em' A & B). This apartment is a 2 level apartment.. and.. on level one.. there were shop houses and stuff. Wait.. that doesn't make any sense... it looked like any other normal apartment, but the truth is, the apartment is under a curse and there is a monster living in it! One day, the monster decided to jump out and eat A - right. in. front. of. my. eyes!! B and I ran out of the apartments like our lives depended on it and never went back again.

Let me try to link the scenes in my dreams so it makes sense. Ok. I think, I cannot escape the curse so this motherfucking monster took form of a human to hunt. me. down. B is presumably dead because I never did see B anymore. And so my great escape begun... as in, I'm already outta that damn house and I have to run and hide so that monster can't kill me.. or something.

I suddenly gained 2 new friends.. I mean.. old friends... but they were dragging me down. Like... they were fucking taking their shitty time eg. tying their shoelaces, walking slowly. I was ready to wet myself from all the scariness of being caught but those shitty people don't give a fuck. Frightened, I told them I'll be going first and is now, alone, hiding. My only companion was my SE Arc. I wonder where my ipt went, huh?

I tell you, thought-ception. In my dream I was thinking how good it would be if I can flee to Japan! But I didn't have the money so I had to be in whatever country I was in. AHA! A miracle happened! I was in Japan ! I don't even know how I was there.. teleport, maybe? I didn't know the language, and I didn't have any money. Then there was this huge ass sign stating "For foreigners who don't know Japanese". I entered the room, and there was a really nice guy who.. treated me very nicely? Together, with another girl, we became, best friend or something. I was still under the fear of being caught though. I constantly looked back to ensure that he wasn't there. (Yes, the monster is a male)

I was studying in a school there. Life was great and I thought that he won't be able to find me.. after all, I am in Japan. I was walking down the corridor, and as I turned around the corner, he was there, holding a motherfucking picture of me, asking people if they had seen me. The first thought that went through my mind was, "WHAT THE FUCK. WHY IS HE RICH" I panicked, ran and hid behind 2 curtains. To my absolute rotten luck, one of my ex-classmate was there. THIS ASSHOLE. HE WAS WORKING FOR HIM. I was crying and begging him not to make a sound but I guess this motherfucker is too loyal to that monster... or.. I was too obvious. Must be this motherfucker lol.

And so, I was caught by that monster. */Teleport back to main country*

BUT GUESS WHY I WAS CAUGHT SO EASILY?

THAT ~~NICE~~ GUY I THOUGHT WAS MY BEST FRIEND BETRAYED ME. FOR MONEY.
People can't be trusted after all... dayum. I was held captive in that nice guy's house (I don't even know why). My grandma was talking to that ~~nice~~ guy friend of mine, reprimanding him for selling out me for money. After that, I was released.. my mother said sorry to me (IDEK) and promised that she would get me out.. back to Japan. I was all fired up and ready to leave the house.. Passport? CHECK. READY TO GO!

Sudden-fucking-ly, my fucking elder brother was standing right outside the door and decided not to let me leave. I assume he was working for that monster, since he was going all out, wearing running shoes and shit, to see if I could escape from him. My mom was like "Go! Go!" And I climbed up and down the stairs like a boss (All part of my plan.. because my bro would think that I went down, but nuuu~ still in building noob. That way, he would never find me. Strategy, ya see.) Mom was nagging to my bro so he couldn't come after me..

YA KNOW WHAT?! I DID THE MOST STUPID THING EVAR!!!!!!!
I went one big round just to hide at the stairs near to the place where I was held captive!! What!! Stupid!! To make matters worse, there was this window reflection near the place I was hiding! My bro finally set out to find me, and was ready to go down the stairs when suddenly he. saw. my. fucking. reflection. at. the. window!!! DAYUM! I was praying and praying that he won't see me but he did!! DAYUM! OWNED IN 5 SECONDS FLAT.

I dunno why, but I think my bro thought it would be fun to get me to the airport, even though he was working for that monster. He even paid for my cab fare and shit. LMAO. I didn't go directly to the airport, but to this.. travel agency thingy. It was hard work there. After alighting at god-knows-where, I had to sit in this manual trolley and row myself over this strange company.. where lots of people were sleeping. The trolley was so mo-fo- slow and I was pleading this guy acquaintance of mine to give me a push... saying shit like "I'm depending on you".. and he didn't. DUDE I HAVE NO LUCK WITH GUYS AT ALL. ~~ALL GUYS BETRAYS ME EXCEPT SHOU, SHIN, KYU AND TAKERU.~~

So I reached that "travel agency" thing, and there were a handful of people standing outside waiting for it to open. My friend "picked" me up there. ~~My bro disappeared. I wonder why?~~ This travel agency thing was like the one who had that "For foreigners who don't know Japanese" signboard in Japan. Maybe they are affiliated or something, idk. I walked into the room, and the staff had the expression like they were expecting me or something...

then I woke up, still scared that he would find me..... I had deep thoughts like, "Hey! Maybe, this dream is a reflection of how I want to escape from someone's *cough you-know-who* evil clutches and gain independence!".. but I figured that such profound shit coming out of my mouth doesn't suit me and dismissed it as, "~~It's only just a dream~~~ NO IT'S A NIGHTMARE"

Thanks for that 4 hours dream, brain. So many shit in 4 hours.
Everything is in HD when I woke up, and I'm blogging this only like 15 hours later so there would be things that I missed out. But the important points are there.

It's a nightmare because I'm constantly being chased by someone and
I had to live in fear of being caught.

/*Self-applause* since no one would do that for me....

WTF. DID. I. DO.

2011-07-05T19:13:00.000+08:00

I shall stop doing the read more shit. It's annoying right?

Well anyway!

I was walking home from 7-11 when suddenly, someone shouted out, "OI BITCH!".
I.. I must've heard wrongly.. "BITCH!".. C..can't be talking about me, right? *ignore ignore* "BITCH!!!!!" Just go.. just go.. "EH YOU THINK YOU WEAR PINK COLOR XXXXXX(not sure what she's saying) UH? UGLY~!!!!"

I was wearing pink. And whoever was shouting "bitch" wasn't shouting before.. only.. when.. I.. appeared.. Allow me to do a checklist on my behavior for the day.

Generally kind most people I meet? Check.
Doesn't spill secrets? Check.
Doesn't do shit like boot lick? Check.
Never does anything that offends people? (Well.. most of the time) Check.

SOMEONE TELL ME. WTF DID I DO TO BE DESERVED TO BE CALLED A BITCH.. AND UGLY.

I mean.. for the bitch part.. I always call my friends that and they call me that too but... it's.. just in a joking manner. It's not nice being called names from someone I don't know....... I don't know who the fuck that is lah, cuz I didn't turn back.. and.. why and how would the person even think that I'm ugly?

BITCH, I'M FLAWLESS.

Moreover, the whoever was calling me names, judging from the direction and intensity of the sound, was behind me, and from somewhere high... like level.. 3-5. IDK. There was so many blocks of flats around. So.. she couldn't have seen my face. ~~Assumptious little cunt.~~

Hold on... that.. kid.. (could hear from her voice that she's a teenager, and younger than me).. might not be referring to me... right?

After all, I'm the best person you've ever met.

今日、将誕生日!

2011-07-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

誕生日おめでとう!!

~~My japanese suck. I use romanji to type lol.~~

~~Not sure if my title is even making sense~~

I'm in love...

2011-07-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

With nero's voice.

I like his voice so much heheh~ All I know is that he's a nico nico singer~
I think his voice is very smoothing and his high notes is not like my bro's terrible high notes, lol~~!
He sings so well and it calms me down~~ Okay~~ why am I talking so strangely~~

What's up with this wiggle thing~~ This isn't like me~~

But it's kinda cool to put this wiggly around~~

Are you imagining my voice~~? With the wiggle squiggle thing?~~

Lol. I should stop speaking like this. This style of writing is annoying even myself.

I notice that whenever I use hangul, I'm quite soft (as in tone of writing). When I use English, I'm just like, fuck this, fuck that. I think my normal English is the best, don't you think so? W..well.. I'm more suited to speak like this.. and it's more comfortable for me too.

I've been slacking. I've kind of stopped learning hiragana LOL. I'm so lazy =ㅁ= .. I've only stopped for a couple of days okay!! And those letters that I've learnt... I've forgotten it all /stab. And korean... I'm just like, I don't have enough vocabulary to form a decent sentence. I suck. And I don't even know if I'm right... and.. and.. even if I do blog in korean, I'm just gonna repeat the same content over and over.. which is.. boring..

I'm clearly at the level of beginner for Korean. What's with that starting "advance" class shit?

I think jay should re-do his class level thing. Right now, his intermediate should be -> beginner 2.
Here's how his class level thingy works: Beginner -> Intermediate -> Advance 1-6.. or maybe even higher, idk. Here's how his class level thingy should work: Beginner 1->2 -> Intermediate 1->2->3 -> Advance 1->2->3. I've not learnt enough to be eligible for a advance class.

When you think of advance, you would think, "ADVANCE? MEANS YOUR HANGUL DAMN PRO RIGHTXZXZ?!". In my case, no. My Korean still suck and I still can't understand a single shit other than the things Jay teaches. I guess things like these.. needs time and patience right? Afterall, I've only been learning korean for half a year.

Oh well~~

I got new shoes!! .... #15

2011-07-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

오늘를 가족과함께 백화점 가고 했어요.
[Today I went to the department store with my family]

Lol, not enough vocabulary to continue. And I'm not even sure if that sentence is correct /fail

Anyway, I got new shoes! ^o^

Eheheh~ is it pretty? I got it from Charles and Keith for like, $29.30!! (What's like the random 30c lol) I think they were having a discount or something!! Original price was like... $40 plus I think! It's a great deal! I love the color and the zipper! /get stabs for hard to match colors. Whatever~

And yesterday, was a trip to ECP w the girls! It was so fun and tiring! I went home, took a bath, tumblr a little, and went to sleep immediately! Like, I slept at 10.30pm! So early, I broke mah record! I'm so lazy to upload pictures~~ everything is on facebook... but you can't see em'!! Cuz I "privated" it!~ I've got videos, but I wanna compile it into one video before putting it up on FB/ diz blog... but I'm lazy so... -_- I don't know when it will be up!

Nana talked to 2 Caucasians! I'm like HOLY SH- THAT WOMAN. It was damn awkward~~!! Nana is so brave and sociable OTL. I can never do that! After like 10 mins, they exchanged numbers!! I'm like, OH MY GOD DIZ WOMAN DAMN FAST DAMN POWER. She is apparently interested in this blondie so good luck to her! Hope they will have a good ending eheheh~~ Mali, you should also work hard on your darling oh~~ 8)

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#15
Dear future self,

Mom is not in favor of me going to Japan.

I didn't even talk to her about it.

I'm just like, having a causal conversation with denny about me not liking sg and stuff, when she suddenly, interrupted our conversation by saying "You want to go overseas? You don't want your family here? Then you go! Go!" with an angry tone.

I'm just like standing there, wtf-ing. I never did say anything about not wanting my family.... Why can't she see what I see? I just need independence. Never mind about going to Japan, I don't think she'll even let me move out!

Whatever..... did she just spoil my newly constructed life goal?
I'm afraid yes.

She was never interested in whatever I want to be when I grow up. She never asks me about what I want in life. I was always the one telling her. Always. And when I'm telling her about it, she DGAF, and she's not interested. When I'm not talking to her about it, she shows interest and wants a say in it.

The US internship opportunity offered the other time -
I am very extremely upset when I didn't get the green light.
And now, the Japan thing, I'm already rejected before I've approached them about the subject.

I'm just saying, even if I am going to Japan, I'm not going there for good.
I just want to go for a couple of years.. experience life, learn the language, pursue my dream, and come back.
You know? Can you see? Family and friends, can you be in my shoes and see?

Can you support me?

Future self, where are you now? I hope that you are in Japan now. If you aren't, fight for it.
Fight so hard for it. Fight very hard. Please promise me that you will. Please.

Don't live your life in regrets. Please.

From: Past Self

Mask and issues

2011-06-28T22:30:00.001+08:00

As promised! (to god knows who)

So I started off like this

Then I painted on it... just for a guideline on where to put mah ugly leaves lol

Then I procrastinated and decided to continue doing my mask 2 days later..

Don't mind my untidy table lol

The stuff I needed

Lol I bet you're thinking, what the heck is that rubbing alcohol and those words for. You see, I wanted to transfer those words onto the mask (errr, those words represents what my mask is all about) using the rubbing alcohol~ but the printer ink failed me.. so in the end, I used newspaper prints instead. And it became ugly, lmao. Whatever. So after pasting all those dry leaves... and transferring the newspaper ink to my mask, it became like this:

Ink transfer in detail

Lol, you thought that was all? Final:

The more I added things onto it, the uglier it becomes.

Very cui right?

IDGAF, I'm done with this.

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My GPA is lowering with every passing semester.

Getting results like these makes me think that,

I'm not really cut out for this course..........

왜 내가 아파.. 왜 내가 슬퍼?

울지 마... 걱정하지 마..

내가 제일 잘 나가 ~ ! ☆

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Recently... I think.. my blog is really boring.. ;A;

I'm learning Hiragana now~ I can't seem to get em' into my head~

Lol, I can't wait for the holidays. I'll study Japanese so hard.

I quit eating fast food

2011-06-28T00:10:00.001+08:00

More specifically, I quit eating MACDONALD.

Serious.

안녕히 주무새요.

[한국어]

2011-06-26T21:53:00.001+08:00

저는 일본어 관심이 있어요.
I'm interested in Japanese.
지금부터 일본어 공보기로 했어요.
From now on, I will study Japanese.

일본어가 전말 어려워요!!
Japanese is really difficult!!
하지만 제 생각에는 일본어 정말 재미이서요~!
But I think it's really interesting~!
그래서 저는 열심히 공보할 거에요! (한국어 과 일본어)
So, I will study hard! (Korean and Japanese)

^ㅈ^

D=OUT's Roman Revolution 좋아!!
D=OUT's Roman Revolution is good!!

D=OUT 만아고 싶어요!!
I want to meet D=OUT!!
D=OUT 멤버 중에서 Ibuki 를 가장 좋아해요~
Among the D=OUT members, I like Ibuki the best~

ㅋㅋ 안녕~
Hehe, bye~

P.S:
아니요~ Mask가 못/안 끝난 이에요 ㄱㄱ
No~ I have not finished my mask
따라서 이미지가 없어요.. ㅜ ㅜ
Therefore, there will be no image

ㅋㅋ

2011-06-25T23:58:00.001+08:00

안녕하세요!!
오늘를 체동생은 생일 이에요!
체 동생는 열여섯살 이에요.

우리 집에서 억었어요.
Pizza 가 맛있어요~

^ㅠ^

From now on

2011-06-25T03:13:00.002+08:00

For every blog post I make, I am going to type something random in Korean/ try to construct a sentence.
(Actually, I might be constantly updating my blog, in a sentence or two (korean), on a daily basis.)
I need to improve my Korean... like.. seriously.
Please forgive me if I make any stupid grammar mistakes, use wrong terms, or my sentence structure is totally off lol. Please do correct me (if you want to..)

Hmpf, you must be thinking, why the sudden urge to do this.

Cuz I got inspired. By someone on youtube.
She said, "The only way to improve is to keep on practicing. Don't be afraid of embarrassing yourself. When you embarrass yourself, you are more likely not to make the same mistake again."... something like that.

To be honest with you, in my Korean class, I'm the worst student lol. I don't memorize, and I can't read that well compared to other students. I suck. ㅜ ㅜ So~ since I'm heading towards the goal of "mastering Korean", might as well.. do this.. lol. Ok ide.

To resolute myself, I've pasted this on my keyboard~

Yes deary, I got this.. on g market. And in case you are wondering about the poor photo quality.. yep, it's taken from my ipt. And I tell you, this photo was edited. It was so terrible before I had to edit it. ~~lol imagine, after mastering Korean, I'm gonna master Japanese, and I'm gonna get stickers again, and I have to fucking rip my korean stickers off to place my Japanese hiragana stickers /sad~~

Uh~ I don't know how long I can keep this korean sentence thing up, but I'll try my best.

がんばります~! ✰

And~ I've researched, the cost fee of learning jap in SG = about the same price as learning Korean in coolktime. /('ㅁ')\ So~ actually~ learning jap in SG isn't that expensive~ lol no lol. I never want to go to a CC to learn. Not cool at all. And most likely, the teachers are half ass-ed teaching you since they're getting a lower pay. Well anyway, I still prefer to go to Japan and stardee, ya know. Just sayin'.

Just wanna share with you an amazing song I've heard.
It's 青い鳥/ Aoi Tori/ Blue Bird by D=OUT. You have to listen to it.

I almost cried while listening ㅜ ㅜ It's so amazing, so sad but.. wait it's not supposed to be sad. It's a wonderful, romantic song. One thing for sure, it's one of the best songs I've heard~ I like it as much as I like pledge. ~~Can't stop hitting the replay button yo.~~ My favorite part was the starting and, from 4:00. And guess what! There's another song from this particular album that I like very much! It's called, Harukaze shalala (cordiality version) (Not sure what cordiality means, but I like this version ~~more than the original one~~ and it's amazing. *^* )

And yo' know wut. Aoi Tori only got a fucking 33rd position on the Oricon Weekly Single Chart Position back in 2009! Bitch, this song is so amazing and it got only 33rd ?! OTL. Bitch must be fucking with me. How can anyone not like this song?! I was addicted the moment I heard it.
/Cough okay whatever. It's my favorite song from d=out and I think that it's their best song so far.

Ok let's see... what else..
~~LOL I NEH DO MY MASK I DUNNO IF I CAN FINISH IT BY TODAY NIGHT.~~
Okie end.

저는 지금 수면가야 해요~ 안녕히 주무세요 ^ㅁ^

Issues, my future

2011-06-24T02:24:00.001+08:00

I removed my music player. I know it's fucking annoying, so I did so.

So many things undone. School is starting like next week, which I am totally not looking forward to (I always say this, I know). I kept procrastinating on my mask project and other projects (which I clearly cannot remember what they are because I don't bother.. but I know that those are the urgent ones and we're fucked.). Actually, I started on my mask just now.. which is, specifically, about 8.30pm on 23/6/10. It got annoying but it was fun. I'm about.. 40% done? I fucked it up, lol. The more I did, the more fucked it became. The dried leaves now look like those takoyaki flakes (which are called katsuobushi).. but reddish/purplish. /fail. I didn't manage to keep taking photos of the process because:

My fingers were sticky like fuck
My hands were dirty
I was lazy to pick up arc, which was lying an arm's distance away from me

It doesn't matter though... wait.. I'm regretting. Actually, it's kinda ugly so I'm not gonna post it up.. But if.. by Saturday night, I complete it, I'll make another blog post on Sunday night on my ugly maskterpiece. I'm still thinking about what to add on the other side, cuz it looks kind of plain.. okay whatever. You'll see.

Honestly I've been thinking a lot on my future. The reason why I dread going to school so much is because I don't see myself being what I should be in that course. I.. can't. I'm the type of person that doesn't like to work under people. If anything, I would be the one giving instructions and commanding rather than being instructed and passive. I'm more of an aggressive person. I like freedom. I like exploring. I like independence. You know what I mean? I don't like being tied down, so, I think, being a facility manager or whatsoever is not my thing.

The thing with Singaporean kids in general are that we are being pampered and protected too much (strawberry generation tsk.. me included). Blame it on who? Parents? ~~lol yes~~. If I were to be given an option, I don't wanna be like this. I don't wanna be pampered and protected so much. I don't wanna be in the strawberry gen.

What can I do? I've been living for 17 years like that.

I can change my future now, can I? Can I not? ✰

My first step is to get out of this course. Deal with it. I'm already in year 2 and I don't have time to change anything. I'll take this course as a skill. Something extra. Maybe.. as my last resort when my dreams doesn't go right. (I've most probably told this to myself and other people a hundred times, but I want this to be the last time I'm saying it.)

My second step is to continue with whatever I want to do. That means, mastering the Korean language (yes I've decided), then maybe, head to Japan for 2-3 years to master Japanese. I know my parents probably won't allow but I'm just saying.. and yes, I have no intention of going to university lol. I could also be going to US, to study for whatever I aspire to be, and see how it goes from there. Or maybe, work for a year or 2 before chasing my dreams + going to Japan. Or even! Study whatever I want to be in Japan + learn Japanese at the same time! Anything is possible!

It's just a thought. My most ideal thought at the moment.

I could really use a ten year bazooka right now. Just sayin'

A whole new feeling

2011-06-21T19:04:00.001+08:00

My family never approves of guys I like. ~~Erhem wut~~, it's not what you think. I don't have anyone I like right now. By guys I like, meaning, Kyu, Mika, Karam, Gongchan, those friggin cute ulzzangs etc etc. Let me give you an example aye?

Above, my types. I find em~ super super duper attractive. Handsome, cute, cool.. everything. And what does my mom say? "Like girl." SOWWY LOL IN WHAT WAY DO THEY LOOK LIKE GIRLS. She don't see what I see.. or rather.. THEY DON'T SEE WHAT I SEE.

DAYUMMMNNN~ Also my type~ So freaking cute right. I know, I know!! Oh ya, if you didn't notice.. the guys I named above (as in at the start) that I like, are all from Korea. Need ya to know that. Because recently.. my taste(s) has changed a little.. now.. I kinda.. "immigrate" from Korean guys to.. Japanese guys... Actually I think that's pretty obvious right.. my recent blog post has nothing but Japanese guys. And dude, they are not just any Japanese guys that I like. They are Visual Kei Guys.

How about a little definition on what visual kei guys are like?

"Visual kei is a movement among Japanese musicians, that is characterized by the use of make-up, elaborate hair styles and flamboyant costumes, often, but not always, coupled with androgynous aesthetics. " - sauce

Yar, they wear make up.. example example~

In my eyes: ATTRACTIVE. Very very attractive. Even more handsome, cool and sexy than Korean guys. Oh and I love how they wear colored contacts~ so gorgeous~ eyeliners = HOT HOT HOT.
In mom's eyes: they are fucking girls. *rolls eye*

I bet you guise are also thinking of the same shit. AYE~ It's ok~ less people liek em' = less competition for me~ anyway, what I want to say is, they don't even look like girls to me. Btw those 2 jguys on top are from D=OUT. Namely, Ibuki & Kouki~ I'm trying so damn hard to recognize/identify em' now~ I can remember their names, but their faces just seem.. similar to me LOL. I mean, kouki and minase and kinda easy to differentiate, but not hikaru/ibuki/reika. They.. they look like triplets to me >o< ! I remember, I had a hard time differentiating between ryouga and reno (vivid) too that time~ but now~ ez pz. Ho ho~ need to hurry up and recognize em'~ B..back to D=OUT. I think~ this group~ everyone is attractive, just like vivid.

For now, I still don't know who I like the best~ I'll tell you.. some other time. Hopefully, before school reopens! Erhemmmm lul. You think I don't know what you're thinking? You thinking, "dude, what a shallow girl, only like their looks". Let me tell you. There is nothing wrong with liking a group only by their looks. Who says that you can only like them for their songs? Who says you can only be a fan if you buy their albums?

For me, I can never get into a group unless someone attracts me. Otherwise, I would never ever touch that group. It's like a bet.. something like, *watches mv... still watching... BAM! -attractive guy appears!-* Then, my interest level doubles immediately and I will begin to understand more about them.. and finally, listen to their music. That's how I do things.

Let me tell you something shocking. I don't like most of Alice Nine's music. I..I think it's weird. It just doesn't... appeal to me. I only like 2 songs.. gemini-0-eternal and blue flame. The rest... *cough*. On the other hand, although I don't have any interest in the GazettE, I love their ballads! My top favorite are PLEDGE and Guren. Pledge has the most number of plays on my itunes~ ^o^ Dude it's really good. Guren grew on me, hehe. You should totally check it out if you have not.

ViViD has the most number of songs on my playlist~ I love their music~ I love shin's voice so much. I think he has a good control of his voice. My favorite song would be... dear. My favorite pv would be 69-II

I squealed like a little girl sakjgdisjha!!! It's not just this pv, but also many others, from different visual kei groups. Dude, that feeling is nothing I have felt before when I was obsessed with kpop lul. Those pvs get me excited like a fangirl, gets me embarrassed, blushing, on the brink of tears, sad, happy, made my heart pound so hard. I think this is what you call "mixed emotions". For the first time in my 17+ years of my life, I felt it. It felt so good, it made me crave for more. Ah~ I love it~ I love the feeling visual kei group gives to me.

Ending this with a picture of my favorite shin~

Cool online movie thingy

2011-06-18T18:35:00.001+08:00

LOL WUT. So much for intensive updating. Ya know, I have better things to do.. like.. reading my unfinished ~~yaoi~~ mangas, watching anime..tumblr-ing.. and watching movies for free etc.

That's right! Today, I'm going to introduce to you this amazing watch + download movie at the same time application!! It's called fushion, and it's in chinese, ~~unfortunately~~. If you are interested in it, go google and type in fushion, and download the cool app. OK that's all. You thought this would be a long post right? NO LOL. It could have been, but I'm downloading pangya season 4 on my computer now.. so.. internet sux. I would love to show you how to download and use the application, but pangya comes first. And.. I guess you are really unlucky eh?

To make up for it, I'll tell you the dreams I had like, just now, while I was taking an afternoon nap! Oi oi, I don't always take afternoon naps hor.. it's just that.. I slept at like.. 3 last night and I had to wake up at 9 today for my korean lesson, JUST TO FIND OUT THAT THE FUCKING CLASS WAS CANCELLED SO I WENT TO TPY FOR NOTHING BITCH. Lucky it's not only me -,- .. there was another classmate who didn't know too. So we waited for like half an hour and decided to call the teacher! Then the teacher said that, he sent us an sms on friday saying that what, min no. of people for advance class not reached, class cancelled. Can't blame him though, I didn't tell him my new number.. so.. of cuz I didn't receive any sms. OK ANYWAYS. BACK TO MY DREAM. (I should stop going out of topic)

You should take a drum right now because!!!!!!!! I said so. WOAH YOU KNOW WHO I DREAMT OF?! YA KNOW WHO?! YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! INTRODUCING.... *drum rolls*

SHOU SAMA!

OMFG BEST DREAM (in a long time) EVAR!!! So it's like this, Alice Nine came to Singapore and somehow, with the help of my classmate, I GOT A TICKET TO SEE EM'!!! HOLY MOLY MOTHER OF GOD! Then then then, Tora was like speaking to my classmate!! His English was like a typical Singaporean, so it surprised me to no end!! HE WAS SO CUTE. My classmate introduced us, and so we kinda, "knew" end other. I started calling his name, and ended up calling him tolah for some reason. CUTE OR NOT. LOL.

NOW TO THE SHOU SAMA THINGY. Ya know, after that, tora had to go back to A9 cuz.. there was this fansign event. I ALSO HAD THE ALBUM AND TICKET FOR IT BUT WAE DIDN'T I GO GET THEIR SIGNATURE DAMMIT. At that time, shou and I met eyes!!! And and and, he was like smiling. Dude!!! My heart was like "tha-dhump", like those stupid girls in those stupid shoujo mangas. But but but, I have bad eyesight so.. he might not be smiling at me right? *sad face* so.. I.. shifted my position and his eyes followed me!! OH GAWD NOW I WAS SO SURE HE WAS SMILING AT ME. DYING!!! I was like a bashful little bride and hid my face.. BEFORE PEEKING BACK AND NOTICING THAT HE WAS STILL STARING AND SMILING AT ME!!!! /DYING OF HAPPINESS.

SHOU MARRY ME RIGHT NAW.
I WOULD GLADLY STRIP KYU OF HIS TITLE AS MY HUSBAND IF YOU LIKE.
ANYTHING FOR YOU SHOU, ANYTHING.
~~EVEN IF YOU ARE 12 YEARS OLDER THAN ME.~~

Alright, one more picture of you and I'll move on to my second dream.

The second dream goes like this.. apparently, I received a letter from school saying that I have to pack ma' things cuz I have to go to the US to study. I was really happy, because that meant I could have a chance to change my accent. And then.. the paper wrote something like, "a long trip", so I guess I would be for like.. about a year? GOD I WAS ELATED. NO REGRETS LEAVING SINGAPORE FOR ANOTHER COUNTRY. THEN, I FOUND OUT, THAT US WAS NOT THE PLACE I WAS GOING!

IT WAS UK.

OH MY GOD EVEN BETTER.

Did I tell you about how sexy I find the british accent to be?! Now, I can speak like em' and it would be the most awesome thing in my whole life!! I would talk to myself like everyday just to hear ma' sexy voice!!

Lul, I don't wanna go into details about diz dream. Too boring. Actually, I have a third dream, but I'm not very interested in saying about diz so.. let's just leave it at that.

OK ENDDDDDDD.... WITH ANOTHER PEEKTURE OF SHOU SAMA.

TAKERU IS MY LOVE

2011-06-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

So there's this fun game I've tried... it's called MASH, and it predicts.. your future or something.
It's not a virus! To prove it, I'll.. show you..

After clicking the link thingy.. you will be directed to a website.. and you start by filling in all the blanks

Then pick a magic number and this thing will start eliminating objects/colors/people like this..

Once everything is done...

TADA~~ so Takeru and I moved to UK, lived in an apartment, had 10 children (oh takeru you naughty boy hehe) & drove around in a silver koenigsegg!! TAKE THAT BITCHES! (lul blogging until I'm 65.. this is insanity)

Exam flaw?

2011-06-10T15:52:00.001+08:00

Exams (or term tests) are finally over! LIKE FINALLY. It has been a long week.. actuallyitwentprettyfastbutwhatever. This, is like the first time I slack so much during an exam week.
I still tumblr everyday, and read my yaoi everyday. Like.. normal.. The only difference must be the guilt in me. So, how well do you think I've done? Of course, bad. At times, when I just walked out of the exam room, I wish someone would run up to me, give me a big hug, and say, "It's fine. Everything would be alright".
The subject I did worst was FMF. I couldn't do anything. There wasn't a question I was 100% sure I would get it right. The moment I stepped out of that god damn room, I felt like crying. I have never ever felt so helpless in any exams before (K, the feeling was like taking the EM2 exams, but worse).

BELIEVE IT OR NOT, TAKERU CHEERED ME UP (indirectly.. of course).

I listened to "Gimme gimme" and felt soooo much better. Haha stupid. He healed me. 6 hours later, I no longer felt anything sadness tingling in me. His smile is like an angel rah~ who can not smile after looking at him? TAKERU MUAHHHH. He's so cheerful and cute, like a little kid. K, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. You might not see what I see (curse you). I don't need you to like him too, you see. If you like him, we'll be liking the same guy. How can? Oh btw, keep your hands off Shin, IV, Reno, Ryoga, Ko ki, Shou, Minase, Reita, & Chiyu too. Best if you don't touch any of the Japanese guys. You.. you can just continue with your oppas. I'll have mine here in japan, and you can have yours in korea.. sometimes, I might come to korea for DGNA or B1A4.. no, you can't come to Japan for anyone. You see the line? Only I can.

ANYWAYYYY, that's not my intention of this post. I'll properly introduce my jpop/rock guys some other time.. ok the thing is. I don't see the point of exams. What are they really testing us on? Understanding, right? (YOU HAVE TO AGREE) Memory is just a bonus. So I don't see the point on testing.. on theory.... They want us to memorize the whole shitty chunk of text, throw us some shitty questions, order us to write an essay, and expect us to get high marks. I DON'T GET YOU AT ALL. People who has less ram in their brain (like me), takes a very long time to memorize one paragraph. Understand, yes. I understand!! But memorizing is just.. not my cup of tea.

Ok this is getting too annoying to blog about.. I want to hurry up and finish this so I can read fangirl/ read my yaoi mangas.

In short, what I think is, your understanding of a subject should not be dependent/based on a few papers.. I think it is unfair grading students based on that alone. I think it should be a continuous thing. Theory examinations should be destroyed (is it a good word?)... or taken out (whatever). If teachers truly want to test how much a student understands the subject, I think presentations would be a better option. Like, after every topic, students are to come up with a presentation on what they have learnt/ understood from the subject. It could be graded based on how "deep" the content of the presentation is. Better still, presentations trains students on their presentation skills.

Anyway, I think problem based learning > subject based learning.
Kudos to RP for that.

Okie, ending this post with a picture of my lovely takeru angel :3

WAIT NORT YET. If you have not realized... I have added a new page right on top!! It would be the various yaoi mangas I will be collecting. YES, I AM BUYING EM' NO MATTER WUT. That page is actually for my own reference :3. I absolutely adore those mangas, and they are serialized in English, so.. I must sarpork right?! HEHE. GOTTA COLLECT EM' ALL! And I know just the place to get em' in Singapore! The only problem now is money, hmpf -not amused-

WAIT DAMN. I GOTTA DO A REVIEW ON KUNGFU PANDA 2.
Yes, I watched it today! With.. the poly gang. What I think of it? You ask?

ABSOLUTELY AMAZING.

(8.5/10)

That's all I'm gonna say.

The don't (s) during an exam

2011-06-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

A super quick update on the don't-do-to-me during any exams, term test etc. First of all, you must understand that I am extremely moody and stressed out during the exam period. So, if you think you funny, and try to do all the don't(s) to me, I cannot guarantee that demon lisa won't take over the normal angel lisa. OK. Put yourself in my shoes. (You have to.. because you love me)

So let's get started.

Never ever ask me questions before the exam. Especially those involving calculations. I DON'T KNOW. (But if I ask you, you must help me. Unreasonable lisa is unreasonable. Not happy?)
Never attempt to test me any memory questions before the exam. Only I can test you. (U MAD?)
Don't ask me "HOW WAS IT " after the exam. YOU SARK. ONLY I CAN ASK YOU. And fuck you, I only have certain standard answers, eg. "If lucky pass lor" or -shakes head- or "Die die die".
DON'T EVEN TRY TO COMPARE ANSWERS WITH ME. OR IN FRONT OF ME, UNLESS I SHOW INTEREST. Like, "Eh, what you put for question 7 uh?" BITCH, I WILL SLICE YOU. Okie I joke, I will just walk away. Don't expect a byebye from me. I don't wanna hear anything. What's over is over.
DON'T BE LIKE, "YAY, I GOT IT RIGHT" OR HIGH FIVE WHEN YOU GET A QUESTION RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, unless I also get it right... but I am probably not gonna discuss with you the answers.

Okie, I think that's all. I'm gonna stardee now. Warning, if you see me with a lot of pimples during the exam, it means I am under a helllllll lotttttt offffff stresssssssssss.

I will do intensive blogging after term tests. Like, maybe, update once every 2 days. I haven't been updating properly for a long time. Lots of fun stuff happened. Look forward to it!!!

Short update

2011-05-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

Sup people. I just wanna share this song/video that I love very much.

It's pledge by the gazette~ This song is amazing, right? It's my utmost favorite. The first time I watch it, I thought I was going to cry... serious.

Ending this post with a picture of my ~~husband~~ fiance.

You wish!!

2011-05-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

It's always wonderful to have siblings at home.

Do you know why? LET ME TELL YOU WHY.

Indeed, facebook is a convenient tool. Well.. I 'pm-ed' him because I was in another room.. Of course he agreed to my request!! Che~ who am I? LILI THE GREAT LEH.

So, he boiled the water for me and even helped me cook the cup noodle!!

I ate everything happily and went to sleep as a fat girl. The end!

Bitch, you think that was what really happened?

Let me give you some background information about me first. Firstly, I was fucking hungry because I ate dinner at.. like.. 6 or something. So it's like superrrrr early k. I usually have my dinner at about 7-8pm. Oh, there's no secondly or thirdly kind of shit.

Well anyway, you haven't seen part 2. And I only don't haz photo for part 2. So you can only take what I say as the truth.. I mean, you don't really have a choice right? And.. I hardly lie so... *ahem*

You know what he said? Remember, I was starving. K. He said, "20 minutes". 20 fucking minutes! Holy mother of a pie!! UGHHHHHHH. Long story short, I waited 20 minutes before 'pm-ing' him again. HE STILL HASN'T COOK THAT MO-FO-ING CUP NOODLE, AND CLAIMED THAT HE WAS DOING SOMETHING IMPORTANT. No bitch!! You ain't keeping your promise! I was on the verge of death. And you know wut he asked next? "CAN I USE YOUR COMPUTER? I WANNA DOWNLOAD GAME"

NO BITCH SERIOUSLY?

Chiu no cook noodie for me, and now chiu wanna use mah com? FUCKKKK NO FUCKING WAY!!!!! I'm surprised he had the cheek to ask!! I was like "No fuck, I ownself cook" Fucking SOAB. 20 minutes of starving for nothing!! I stormed out of the room to the kitchen, and begun boiling the water. Water needs time to boil~ so I walked into the room where my bro was, and found him chatting with people online/playing games (I can't really remember, but I believe it's the former)!! SO!! THAT WAS YOUR IMPORTANT BUSINESS? BITCH NO!!!

Being the kind and nice sister I am, I, of course, helped him cook his noodles.While I was cooking his share, he was like, "LET ME USE YOUR COM PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"

BITCH.

"..........................................."

"Give me 5 good reasons why I should let you use my com"

"Because you very chio, because I wanna bond with mah friends..."

ETC.

I DON'T REMEMBER.

EEK. ANYWAY I LET HIM USE MY COM RAH. K. I DON'T WANNA ELABORATE.

NO FUCKING MOOD K. I'm downloading games from the past and I just wanna~ stop here k' .

Of course, I have to end this post with a shuai ge.

Introducing.... *drum rolls*

SHIN FROM VIVID

CAN I BE THAT DOG/CAT OR WHATEVER THAT IS?!?!??!

Mah boyfffff kkkk. NO I MEAN.

TAKERU IS MY BOYF ~~(SEUNGHYUNNIE SHOO ALREADY!!)~~ AND..

AND... SHIN IS MY...

~~HUSBAND (SHOU IS MY HUSBAND.. NO KYU IS MY HUSBAND~~

~~OH GOSH WHAT IS SHOU TO ME THEN?!)~~

HE'S MY... LOVER. YEAH LOVER.

~~I.. I think Jun hyung was my lover but now he can gtfo already.~~

BECAUSE HE'S DAMNNN HANDSOME, I'LL POST ANOTHER PEEKTURE OF HIM.

THIS MAYBE?? HE SHOW SKIN. *NOSEBLEED*

NO ACTUALLY... HOW ABOUT THIS?!

OH EM GEE SOOOO COOOOOOOL. NO WAIT. THIS!!

WARAO SO HANDSOME. NUUUUUU. GO BE A COSPLAYER ALREADY.

WAIT... I STILL WANNA SHARE MOAR!

TEACH ME SENSEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!

BRB DYING OF HIS HOTNESS.

CRAP. THIS IS SO UNFAIR!! HOW CAN A PERSON BE SO HANDSOME.

WAE GOD WAE. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO CREATE SUCH A PERFECT BEING!!

ACTUALLY I THINK ALL OF VIVID'S MEMBER ALSO VERY HANDSOME.

BUT I BIAS SHIN SO... YAH.

OK BYE.

Picture credits to... whoever owns em' k.

Trip.. to.. sg art museum. 13-5-11

2011-05-15T02:18:00.000+08:00

As titled. I'm lazy so I'll combine photos together~

I AM A FUCKING TOURIST K.

OK THIS. Let me explain. Diz thing iz actually a deflated elephant, and we're supposed to help the elephant inflate by blowing into a tube thing. No worries, you are given a clean straw to poke it into the tube thing before blowing onto it~~ Reminds me of sheesha lul.

Creepy picture, but me gusta.

Games from the past.

CUTE RIGHT I KNOW. PRICE ALSO VERY CUTE.

Hello jocevil or anyone who needs this, please tell me which picture you need so I can email you the un-edited copy~~!!

Loot of the friggin day, a... idk what it is but it's so cool so I got it.

AND THIS IS WHAT IT DOES.

I got this @ the museum for $9.90~ Expensive but worth every penny.

NOW I CAN USE THIS AND LOOK AT THE SKY.

OMGOSH SO PRETTY K.

K DATZ ALL.

WAIT NO. MUST ALWAYS END WITH A CUTE GUY.

TAKERU, LIKE IT OR NOT, YOU ARE MAI BOYF. IDC!!!

U-Art

2011-05-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

What happened to me? After all I've blogged about studying hard this semester.. never happened. I may not look like it, but I'm actually very frustrated about not studying hard. I don't even know what the lecturers are talking about... I couldn't concentrate in the lt at all. I dislike the things that we are studying this semester. It's so theory based. Not fun at all. I'm no good at memorizing this kind of stuff. What's more, all our lessons are cramped into 4 days! What!! It's so packed and hard to breathe. The moment I get home, I just want to sleep. Revising? Pssshh!

Well.. the only thing that I look forward in school is U-Art. Because it's fun. It's interesting. It keeps me awake. It keeps me breathing. I don't have to think of anything. I just need to draw.. and make mask... which is tomorrow.. and I'm looking forward to it. Ho.

Our first assignment is, LINES. Apparently, we're supposed to create drawings based on lines and submit it to the teacher tomorrow. I thought long and hard on what to draw throughout the night~ and decided to sketch my idea down the next day.. before I forget about it.

My idea is, a human butterfly, trapped by vines, and she can grow flowers. HEHE. Ok stupid. My theme is "trapped". I think we are not supposed to have a "theme", but I went ahead anyways.. because I thought, by having a theme, I would have a "direction"...which makes it easier for me. I know my sketch is not nice lah, but.. never mind.. it's just a sketch.

After that, I researched a little on the internet on how to draw pretty body shapes and tried a more "to draw on final paper" sketch. I know it still looks awful. But at least I had a clearer picture in mind. The next day, I "transferred" my drawing onto paper! One mistake and I'm done for. So, there must be absolutely no mistakes or else.. I have to redo!!

Haha, does it look better? These are about.. all the highlights of the drawings! It's about.. I would say.. 60% done? All I have to do now is to.. decorate it a bit more...

Just.. just a little bit closer...

K, this is the final piece. I got a little sloppy at the end... Which made it quite ugly.. but never mind.. I can't "un-do" my work. I find the center portion a little.. plain.. but my brother says it's okay... Honestly.. I feel like tearing away this work and re-do but I have no time already and I have to submit it to the teacher so... I don't care already lah - -

Anywayzxzx! My brother tried to "re-do" this drawing with kneaded eraser lol..

See~ He working hard to recreate everything. I helped too okay! But most of the part is done by him.. because I'm lazy and I wanna tumblr..

That's the completed work! Not bad hor!! What do you think? ;)

EH~ WAIT A SEC. I don't wanna stop here.. I want to continue .. can? I show you mah bias atm K?

F YEAH YUYA MATSUSHITA. (Seeki say I cannot use the full f word so I'm being nice and not using it) He's damnnnnnnnnn handsome and damnnnnnn young k. He is like, the same age as my elder bro SO WAE! WAE SO DIFFERENT?!??!
PLEASE MARRY ME!

6 May 2011 is a happy day

2011-05-07T01:04:00.001+08:00

I'm pleased to inform you that, as of 6th May 2011, I'm a proud owner of the SE Xperia Arc.

How about that? I couldn't believe that I could actually get this one. This.. pretty... phone. Still in shock. I don't deserve such a good phone. I already have a ipod touch, which is actually.. about all I need. I still love you, LG Ice Cream. But you always let me down. You're super difficult to type, lags a lot and always restarts everything by yourself. Do you know that I had a secret diary inside you, that I've painstakingly kept for a year plus? The moment you decided to erase all of that, you betrayed me. And all those contacts, that I've stored in the phone, you erased them without any warning. I love you, but it's time I let you go. Thank you for being here with me for two years. I won't sell you away... and I definitely won't lose you, like how I lost nokia 7390. I miss you nokia 7390, and I'll never forget you.. I hope.. that you are.. happier with your current owner.. who I hope would love and cherish you like I did. Ice Cream, perhaps I should give you away. Away to someone who deserves you. To someone who would continue my love for you.

Arc, I welcome you to my family. For the next two years, please take good care of me. And I'll take good care of you. I'll love you like how I loved Ice Cream and 7390. In return, please don't ever betray my love and trust for you. Thank you.

And, I found you, monster. Finally. After such a long time.

Thank you for appearing in front of my eyes!

And lastly,

THANK YOU TO MY DAD FOR BEING SO GENEROUS.

I'm such a bad daughter, always being selfish and stingy.. I'm so spoilt by you! But still, thank you.

6th May 2011 is a truly happy day. I have everything I want now. Everything.

WHEN I WAS IN MY PRIMARY SCHOOL.

2011-05-06T00:10:00.001+08:00

I was on tv once, you know?
Okay, I was there for like..... a second :( But I was involved in it!
I can't really remember it, but I think they were filming some kind of.. documentary thingy..
I tell ya, tv and real life really different!

Okay, the story is like that. I was in the... entrepreneur club (if I'm not wrong). So what we do is, sell goodies like pen.. paper etc etc. So this caught the eyes of the media.. I don't know if it's the school call them or wut la. Anyway, they decided to come and film us. That day, I tell you, the queue outside our "stall" was SUPER ORGANIZED. Usually, it's super messy.. everyone just rushes up front and buy + pay for things. That very day, we were told to "act" organized and shit... by the director.. I think. I somehow acted as a buyer.. so I was queuing and shit.. when I reach the counter, I just walked off and re-queued, LOL. Stupid right!! I think it didn't catch me on camera. Man! Thinking back, that was really funny...

Then, we were asked to sell ice cream on orchard road!! We had a little competition.. idk against who.. Ourselves? Other schools? Boys versus Girls? Idk. I'm pretty it's near Christmas when we filmed that. Because I remembered we sung "Jingle Bells" at the beginning... wait.. idk.. I really don't know... But I know I was filmed!! I was standing at the far right and the song started with me!! Cool right~~

Starting, we were asked to give out brochures... giving them out easy lah.. super slack job.. then we were instructed to go up to people and ask if they wanna eat ice cream!! I freaked out totally.. What the hell.. I can't!! In the end I kept targeting my family lol... they were there, and ended up spending alot of money on ice cream.. I bet they had a stomachache after-wards from eating too much ice cream!! Haha!

I met some celebrities too! Media corp celebrities.. Ok.. I can't really remember who I met exactly, but I'm sure one of them was...Jeff wang!! He bought a lot of ice cream from our group, asked me which one I liked, and gave me one!! Mint chocolate! I remember!! At first I was shy, but he was like, "take it take it!". Ended up taking it, duhhhhh. Rather than saying that I'm a greedy pig.. how about.. I'm such a saint and can't say "no" to people?

In the end... I don't know who won.. Wow, my memory suck, I know.

That was such a nice memory. Gotta blog this down and remember this forever!

DO YOU LIKE MY NEW SKIN?

2011-05-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

i love ~~joshua quek jia en~~ kyu. (fuck you josh)
Okay, it's not really new... I just changed the background :<
This blog is best viewed in Chrome~ ok~
I also updated my playlist~ yay ^^
... I know people hate it when there's music on blogs but I want to be very guai lan so I just left it there~

OK~

NOW, HOW DIFFICULT IS IT TO MAINTAIN A BLOG?!
Man, half of those blogs that I've linked to has a dead blog. Dead as in.. has not updated in the past year.

I mean, you don't have to update it regularly lah.. a couple of times per month will be fine.. You don't have to have quality posts too.. you can blog something like, "OH I SHIAT MYSELF TODAY" or "XXX IS SUCH A WHORE" blah blah blah. My point is, no matter how shitty/boring/ridiculous your posts are, I WILL READ THEM AS LONG AS YOU UPDATE.

K? I really like to read blogs. It makes me feel connected and as well as updated about your lifes.
So please please please keep updating!!

Don't laugh at me can?

2011-04-29T01:53:00.000+08:00

I need to blog this "fan girl-ing" moment down. SO DON'T LAUGH AT ME. OR HIM BECAUSE I WILL KILL YOU OK. YOU CAN CRITICIZE ME BUT CANNOT SAY ANYTHING BAD ABOUT HIM! *cough* *gum gang* *cough* *especially lucy* *cough* *got a problem with my taste?* *cough*

SOOOOOO YESTERDAYYY NIGHT, I was surfing nico nico douga~ watching some live vids~ anddd I decided to join this afro guy's live chat thingy lah! He's like super duper cute in his afro, but I couldn't take any screen shots because my brother was beside me.. In this live stream thingy, you can actually chat with the webcammer (is it?) & I went like, "hoho". He super funny lah, saying the "hoho" in his japanese accent, which was cute, actually. Then I asked him to take off his wig (I typed in english), but he apparently didn't understand.. he tried to make an effort to read though. SUPER CUTE! And somehow.. he implemented the word "wig" into his beat-boxing. And he is like, super duper talented. I was totally impressed with him.

About 10 minutes later, he took off his wig (I DIDN'T GET TO SEE THAT CUZ I WAS AT ANOTHER TAB, DAMN), and wore his beanie~~

WA SUPER CUTE RIGHT?! ONLY LIKE, ADD TO HIS CUTENESS. I didn't understand jap, but I kept looking at him, because his laughter is like, super contagious & his face is like super cute!! Like a kid!

See! I told you he was like a kid! I thought he was 15 or 16.. because his face looks damnnnnn youngggg right? Haha! SOOOOO I asked him in English again (well I only know english.. - - ), like, what was his age. He said twenty one in English! With his Japanese accent!! Super cute! He doesn't look like 21 at all!! I was so surprised!!

THEN I WAS CURIOUS ABOUT HIS NAME. OF COURSE RIGHT. IF I AM INTERESTED IN SOMEONE OF CUZ I WILL ASK FOR THE NAME. Somehow, there was a translator who decided to translate for us lololol. And he was like, "spit". I am totally unamused okayyyyy. Who calls themself spit?? SPIT? WTF? I said "liar~" and said, "your real name".

He went shy!! So cute!! He was like, "no real name, no real name!!" HAHA! Cute to the max!! Okayyyy, maybe there are stalkers in japan so giving your real name online is inappropriate~ I FORGIVE YOU OKAY. BUT THEN HE ASKED FOR MY NAME.. in broken english, like "Please teach your name", hahaha. I pretended idk what he's saying, of cuz! YOU NEH TELL ME YOUR NAME AND WANT ME TO TELL YOU MINE?! WAIT LONG LONG. Although you damnnnnn cute & somehow become close to my type, but no, lolololol!!

And I asked him what time he will be doing a live the next day. The translator conveniently appeared and helped me translate to him lah. Thanks ah, translator-san! And he replied that he can't do a live (which is today) T_T MAKE ME SAD ONLY. I WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE MAN.

AND THEN SUDDENLY, SOMEHOW, HE STOPPED HIS LIVE. FUUUUUUU. WAI. I ended up waiting until 1am, in case he suddenly decided to come back, like he did the previous time. BUT HE DIDN'T COME BACK. EVIL!! How can you!! I sacrifice my beauty sleep to see you eh!!

But nevermind, I got replacement. This is like, only one of them.

Tada!! Handsome anot!! Food for the eyes sia! Okay, cannot really see the face because of the mouth mask thingy, but I like his eyes. I bet he is like superrrrrrrr handsome. I didn't talk to him tho, cuz like, other people talking to him T_T. I shy also lah. What if he's not like the joker above (OKAY I DECIDED THAT I WILL CALL "SPIT" JOKER FROM NOW ON.), more outgoing, how? D: K NEXT TIME. NEXT TIME I SURELY TRY TALK TO HIM. If he ignore me.. then.. I WILL UNSUBSCRIBE TO HIM. LOL.

FUCK MAN, ACTUALLY HE'S STREAMING LIVE (1.25am) NOW. BUT TOO MANY PEOPLE TALKING TO HIM....OKAY HE SO HANDSOME. NO WONDER. OH MAN. HE'S LIKE HAVING SO MUCH FUN. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT.

FOREVER ALONE.

KILL ME. KILL ME PLEASE. I NEED TO LEARN JAP ASAP. OKAY, AFTER I FINISH INTERMEDIATE KOREAN, I WILL GO LEARN JAP. YEP. I'VE DECIDED. X333

OMG HE SPEAK ENGLISH DAMNNNN CUTE. SO MANY PEOPLE TALKING TO HIM & HE'S SPEAKING DAMN FAST. HAHA! HE'S DAMN FUNNY WHEN READING THE COMMENTS HAHAHA! I LOVE HIS VOICE TTM! OKAY I SHOULD STOP WATCHING. I"M GETTING SO EXCITED, I CAN'T EVEN TYPE PROPERLY.

K. I'm back to normal.
You know, the first live streaming that I've watched is actually a live stream of Alice Nine!! OMG THEY DAMN CUTE AND FUNNY. BUTZ SHOU NOT IN THERE. Tora and hiroto was there.. and.. I think.. Saga was there too? OK ACTUALLY IDK ALICE NINE WELL. I CAN ONLY IDENTIFY SHOU AND TORA BECAUSE ONE IS DAMN CUTE AND ONE IS DAMN HOT. HIROTO DAMN FUNNY LOLOL. Ok stop. Fan girl mode must go down.

AND OFF I AM, HEADING TOWARDS J-POP BECAUSE K-POP IS TOO

MAINSTREAM

왜?! I GOT SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY YA KNOW.

Photo editing is so important..

2011-04-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

I cannot stand it when people post pictures of food on facebook without editing. Editing photos of food is sooooo important unless you have a super duper ultra good camera. I don't mean those cameras that cost hundreds of dollars hor. I'm talking about those that cost thousand of dollars okay. But I'm not saying that it isn't necessary to edit your photos when you have a super duper ultra good camera. If your skillz is like a fucking noob right, you still need to edit.. and you're not a fucking photographer even if you have those super expensive camera ok. Anyway, my point is, just edit your photos!

I don't own any good cameras, unfortunately. My cellphone (kf350) camera quality kinda suck, my IPT 4g camera suck more, and I have this old canon camera given by my dad. I kinda like the canon camera, because it takes pretty quality pictures.. let me show you one of them..

Veh nice right! I like it very much! I don't use it much though.. because I'm lazy to carry the camera around.. I didn't edit the photo of the flower.. and ya.. I know it's from like, 1+ years ago, you don't have to remind me.. I already told you I'm lazy to carry the camera around, so normally, I take photos with my IPT or cellphone.

Where was I? OH! Editing photos!! You know, you can fake your photos in such a way that it look like it was taken with a quality camera!! You just need the right photo editing software, the courage to try out different effects, a good eye, and most importantly, the right skill!! Practice makes perfect, so keep editing and editing. I guarantee that your photos will look prettier each time you try!

I'm not saying that I'm a pro at editing photos lah, I would say that I'm... decent at it. No, I don't use photoshop. How could I possibly afford that? I use photoscape (free and easy to use) and a secret software.. I'm selfish so I'll only tell you if you ask! Here are some before and after pictures of food that I've edited!

Okay.. I'm pretty sure that I only use the cross process effect & darken.

See what a difference it can make!?

This photo edit is a little fail.. sorry that the color of my tamago sushi is about the same color as the plate.. but still pretty right? hoho!

YUMMMYYYYY STRAWBERRY CHEESE CAKEEEE.
All I did here was to blur the surroundings a little, remove that saturation(is it?) thingy,

and brighten the colors a little.

This photo is good enough for tumblr already. Kinda "japanese" feel, don't you think?
This effect was easy to obtain with my secret photo editing software!

Yummy char siew rice k. Notice that after photo editing, it looks more appetizing?

I added contrast into the photo and did a soft blur to the surroundings.

HAHA I KNOW RIGHT. The edited photo look damn good right!
Look at that chicken man.. so friggin yummy.

Like those pictures at the top, I added contrast and did a blur to the surrounding.
I also darkened the picture a little and played around with the exposure.

Do you like my edits?

If you don't.. then.. too bad..

And if my edits still doesn't convince you to edit your photos of food..

then.. please, don't post them on facebook, and don't show it to me.

A post to the future

2011-04-18T19:34:00.002+08:00

Dearest future self,

It's been a while. Nowadays, people around me are obsessed with being skinny. My friends, my family are all asking me to lose weight. And of course, they're also trying to lose weight like crazy. They think that being skinny = pretty. Always, always, always.

So, being the way I am now, am I not pretty? I'm ugly? When I ask people if I look pretty, they always say, "if you lose weight", sarcastic "yes" or, no replies at all. So you mean, people like me are fat and ugly? Why does slim & pretty always come together and why does fat and ugly always come together? Who sets these guidelines? The society? You? When did people start thinking this way? When did people start thinking so unhealthily?

The thing is, people are only concern about losing weight to change the way they look. Is "Superficial" a good way to describe them? Never had people tell me to lose weight to be healthier. Never. People around me doesn't think of losing weight to be healthier. They just want to look pretty.

My mom always say, "Lisa will get a boyfriend if she is skinny." HOLD YOUR HORSES MOM. Why? Are you saying that, if I'm fat I'll never get a boyfriend? (How do you explain those horizontally challenged girls who has boyfriends then?) And when I'm slim I'll have pursuers all the way from changi to jurong? Wrong mom, wrong. Being slim does not get you a boyfriend ffs. The only thing it does is to boost your self confidence & make your look better in clothes. Boys aren't that shallow (I know enough guy friends to understand that.. and.. I have 2 brothers..). They don't only look at your appearance, they also look at your personality.

If, one day, I were to get a boyfriend, it would be because I work hard for it, or my boyfriend is attracted to my personality. Then again, if I were that desperate to get a boyfriend and had that kind (slim & pretty) of mindset, I would have starved myself long ago. Or, I will be a slut and flirt openly with guys. I'll take any ah meng, ah seng, ah beng from the street. And I might even go as far as to prostitute myself just to get a boyfriend. But no, I'm not doing that. One day, someone will love me for who I am and not what I am.

If ever, I were to go on diet, it would be because I wish to be healthier more than wishing to be prettier. For now, words don't hurt or affect me. I take it, everything, all those nasty things saying how fat & ugly I am. But ultimately, will I have lesser friends because I'm fat & ugly? NO, LOL. SUCK IT UP BITCHES. TAKE THAT! JUST GO WEEP IN A CORNER.

I guess I have a pretty nice personality. Not being thick skinned here. If I had a terrible personality, no one would want to hang out with me, right? See? I'm such a people magnet. Everyone loves me.. on the surface..., not sure what they really think though.

For now, I think I can trust that my friends love me for who I am.. If they don't, it's okay, because I know Izaya will always love me because...

LOLOL, I'm forever safe! GO SUCK YOUR THUMB HAHAHA.

From, your cutey past self who will never be depressed by the way she looks!

It's food day!... again?

2011-04-17T03:09:00.001+08:00

Yes, I love eating.. that's why I'm so fat, okay. I know you like eating too, so I'll share my eating "experience" with you 'kay. Don't go! Oh come on! I know you wanna know what I ate yesterday!

Here I go..! Secure your seat belts!

Yesterday, 16/4/2011, Saturday, I went out with ah wen & mm. I know you don't know them. It doesn't matter. The food are the main characters. We went to The Manhattan Fish Market @ plaza singapura for lunch. I know you just wanna see pictures of food! So let's just get down to it!

The drinks that we ordered are.. errr.. Captain Quencher & Tropical Breeze~! What a name, huh! I drank the Captain Quencher and thought it was.. normal. Nothing Special. It wasn't that bad, but I'd rather have ice lemon tea or something. As for the tropical breeze.. I don't know..

(On the left, Manhattan Fish & Chips (dory), on the right, Chef's Favorite Grilled Catch (which is also dory, lol))

I had the one on the right. Firstly, I was extremely disappointed that that was all. One piece of dory + Garlic Herb rice. You mean, I pay $11++ for this? Alright, I should have expected that... it was stated in the menu.. but I'm still disappointed by the lack of visual presentation (Apparently they were more concern about the presentation of the drink than the food... and if you're wondering why I said this, of course, there was a reason. But I'm lazy to tell.. so.. live with it.). The color of the food doesn't excite me in any way.. but hold on a minute! It was delicious. The dory was grilled to just the way I liked it to be. It wasn't salty, the sauce was great, and the texture of the fish was awesome. The rice was sooooooo yummy! The taste of the garlic and herb in the rice wasn't very overwhelming. It had a really nice fragrant and leaves you wanting more! Delicious! Overall, the portion was filling, the food was delicious, but the price is a little steep for poor students like you and me to afford.

IDK ABOUT HOW THE FISH AND CHIPS TASTED! STOP PROBING. (Well.. I tried the fries and thought it was... normal.) LET'S MOVE ON.

From plaza singapura, we walked down to bugis. It was a short walk.. HOULY SH- I JUST CHECKED GOOGLE MAP. IT WAS AN 18 MINS WALK. I guess time flies when you're having fun with your friends...? :o

WELL ANYWAYSZXZ, we were tired (from the walk) and wanted to resttttttttt. Initially, we wanted to go to TCC to just chill and drink something there, but it was so packed. Damn! But I'm glad I didn't wait for a seat @ TCC.... because if we waited, we wouldn't have found a new place to chill out!

CHEEKY CHOCOLATES @ ILLUMA LEVEL 4.

Here's their official website if you're interested!

The atmosphere there, of course, isn't as good as TCC, but it was still cosy (well it had couches), and the level of service was on par with TCC. There wasn't much people, and you can just sit there for hours (I think..) & nobody would chase you away. NOW FOR THE FOOD. MUAHAHAHHA.

T-this is the hot chocolate thingy.. idk, I didn't drink this. I think it tasted great, since ah wen & mm didn't complain much!

Mine was the.. mint..hot chocolate or something. I can't remember, LOL. Okay sadded. Whatever. And their website is still under construction so I can't check. It was minty and sweet. Very refreshing. I kind of like it! The thing on top is the whipped cream.. right? It tasted great (Fattening, idc, since I'm already fat)! It wasn't thick and creamy.. you know? Aiya, you won't know lah, unless you try it. In any case, I finished everything. FYI, I still prefer the drinks @ TCC!

This was the all day breakfast (I think) we ordered & shared. It had salad.. bacon.. bread.. baked beans.. eggs (your choice.. scrambled, pouched, sunny side up.) Okay, everything tasted normal. Nothing special. But still, I will patronize this place again, because.. there's not a lot of people, the service is good, and it's comfy.

School is starting!!

2011-04-14T21:52:00.001+08:00

I've changed my IPT casing!! It's pretty, isn't it? I know, this design is extremely common.. but I like it! Who gives a damn about what you think of it!! The color of this casing is beautiful, right? Even if the design is not like this, I would get it. I want this color no matter what. It's such a lovely color.. reminds me of the sky. If I'm not wrong, this color is deep sky blue. I can't get enough of this color!! Still, red remains as my favorite color.

Actually, I wanted to do a post on the outing I've had with my friends last Thursday, 7 April 2011. To be honest, I'm already halfway there.. as in typing out the post. However, there was this one activity I did after wards that was kind of inappropriate to post. As a result, I've decided to push back this one post to a year later. That's right. You heard me. One year later. If I post this now, I'll be in deep trouble. I know you're curious! Alright! I'll let you in a little! This activity is not permitted for children below 18! Technically speaking, my birthday is not over, so I'm still 17. So the fact that I did this "activity", it is considered "illegal". Okay, that's not a very befitting word for it but whatever. Deal with it. I have a weak vocabulary. Don't probe further! You'll know one year later.. if.. if I remember to post it, that is.

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It's been a year since I've been in TP. So fast! Time does fly! I'm on my way to year 2 now! S-shut up! I know I look like a year 3 student but I'm really just a year 1!! Damn all of you who always hurt my feelings! In any case, my real real real intention of writing this post is because I really want to do a resolution for the new semester. You have been a "good reader" *coughs a bit* of my blog so I'll show you my results for last semester!

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As you can see, I have "de-proved". Okay, I know you can't really "see". I think I posted my results for the last semester too.. I'm not too sure.. you have to go rummage through my old posts if you want to know. I'm not posting this to boast about my results.. in reality it's not even good to speak of. I know of some people who got 4 for their gpa. Heck, they must have put in a lot of effort! Not gonna lie, but I did put in some effort for this exam too. I studied everyday for a whole week! Proof of my sweat and blood is the harsh complexion I've developed on my face! That was probably the first time I did that. I wasn't even that hardworking for my o levels... anyway, I'm the type who favor understanding over memorizing. So it's somewhat impossible for me memorize every single sentence in the book. I really applaud those people who can do that. How, really?

But of course, understanding alone won't help you pass your exams. I can confidently say that I understand up to about, 85 - 90% of contents in the book. Great, eh? I know right!! I have to give my some of my friends credit for this. Thanks a million guys! If not for you, I don't think I can even pass!! Since young, I am always the one being taught than teach. Okay, back to the understanding part.. I understand, but how much my brain absorbs is another problem, obviously!! When I complete a 2 hour paper in 1 hour, I know I'm in deep shit.

Past is past. You have to learn how to let go. That's why I'm going to resolute myself to this list! I'll try real hard to follow, I swear!!

No more skipping lectures!
No more day dreaming in lecture/class!
Always ask when in doubt!
Eat sweets when I feel sleepy!
Be more enthusiastic about studying!
Revise korean every day!
Tumblr moderately!
Only read yaoi/shounen ai mangas when I'm free!

Okay, that's my resolution for the new semester! One more week before school starts!
(So NOT looking forward to it...)

Rejoice! [UPDATE]

2011-04-05T23:17:00.001+08:00

I might start making vlogs on yt from now on because I'm too lazy to blog..

-ok update-

ok, I've decided to think it over............................ that's all.

You should never trust girls

2011-04-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

I downloaded an app in my ipt called Fololr PS and decided to play with it a little. I randomly picked photos of 2 girls on google without makeup and tried my hands on them for fun..

D: Okay, I know my editing skills is a little bad.. I know the pictures are a little fake too, but my point is.. DON'T EVER TRUST GIRLS OK. If they are professional photo-shoppers.. you know how pretty their photos will turn out. Aiya, actually I wanna show you a very funny video. It's about a couple getting married, and on the night of the wedding, the girl begun to remove all her makeup and shit, and the guy just stares at her in disbelief, before passing out. I doubt I'll find it, so too bad lah, hor?

男生切记：不要相信在互联网上所看到的

It's cakeday

2011-03-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

After attempting this fail move, my brother said his body hurt like hell. Oh, raymond did something like this during d&d right? It was much cooler when he did it, but it felt like it hurt a lot when he fell. Still, it was a soft fall. When my brother landed, I thought there was an earthquake. He didn't break his ribs or anything because the sand cushioned his fall. Lucky bastard.

Today, I want to introduce to everyone one of the best chocolate cakes I've eaten. Appearance wise, it has nothing special on it. Just an extremely even, rounded surface with their little logo on it.

Initially, I didn't think it was that good. I was wrong. The moment I had the first piece, I felt like I was in paradise. The chocolate is rich and full of flavors, and the cake is just soft. Everything just melts into your mouth.. Chewing is practically optional. The chocolate is neither bitter nor sweet, just the way I like it. One piece isn't enough. It leaves you craving for more. It's amazing. I'm sorry that I'm bad at describing this. I wish I was a better writer. But the fact that this cake is delicious stays true. I swear with all my heart. And of course, this cake doesn't come cheap. What, you expect to get a quality cake for $20? I regret to inform you that the cheapest price is $28, and it's only 6 inch. For more information, visit the official website !

Cottage waffle place @ suntec

2011-03-25T16:55:00.000+08:00

Honestly the food wasn't that bad.. except that the price is a little steep.

I love the ambient here.

Look how happy darika is.

Cosplay pictures

2011-03-18T16:30:00.000+08:00

[HEAVY IMAGE ALERT]
I don't know what I should post so I'll just share tons and tons of my favorite cosplay.

Blogger actually rejected some of my uploaded pictures!! WHY!! Not like they're porn or anything.. and.. don't ask me who some of the cosplayer cosplays as lah. I know some, I don't know some. I see nice, I save. Credits to all the cosplayer. I can't properly give credit because I just grabbed them on TXXXXX. Sorry to all the cosplayers as I used your image without your permission!! And ya, you didn't see wrongly.. there's a lot a male cosplayers compared to female cosplayers here..

How about one last cosplay that makes me reallllyyyyy excited?

The body!!!!!!!!! o//////////////////////////o

You don't know how much it hurts

2011-03-09T19:14:00.001+08:00

Today, my ear acted up again. When I touch it, it hurts. When I don't touch it, it also hurts. It's even affecting my jaw. I can't open my mouth too wide or speak with ease.
A couple of weeks ago, the same thing happened to me. So after a long while of self treatment and pain, I finally went to see the doctor. The first thing the doctor asked me was, "Where was it hurting?" "Everywhere" "Where specifically?" "I don't know" "Did it start hurting from the inside or outside?" "I don't know" The doctor had a confused face. I could tell that he don't know what exactly is happening to me. After some more useless talks, he took out his equipment and begun touching my ear. The very moment he touched my ear, it felt like a thousand needles were poking into my ear. You thought I was brave didn't you. I flinched, and yelled, "it hurts!" The doctor, apparently taken back, stopped touching that ear and inspected my other ear. The other ear was alright though. It didn't feel like it hurt that bad, although it did killed me on certain nights. After that, he asked me some more questions and prescribed some medication for me.

I stepped out of the room, and sat down like a good girl while waiting for the nurse to get my medication. After a good 5 to 10 minutes, she signaled me to get my stuff. "This is the ear drop, apply 4 times a day. This is the antibiotics, take them twice daily, 2 pills every time." I was in shock. Fucking antibiotics! I hate that shit the most! And what?! 2 pills?! WUT. YOU KIDDING ME. That is just crazy! I might choke and die! Whatever the case, I pretended that I understood what the nurse said and left.

I was good for the first few days. I took 2 pills every time. I don't swallow them. I use the old-when-i-was-a-kid-my-mom-does-that-for-me method. I placed the 2 pills on a spoon, and melted them into liquid form with hot water. Then, in a shot, I drank it all down. But that was too time consuming. Not something an impatient person like me could handle every time. Hence, I decided to try another method. I broke the pill into 4 section, making it real small and easy to swallow. So, 2 pills, it meant that there was 8 small,broken pills for me to swallow. I really thought it would be a breeze. But no.

The first small pill went down my throat pretty well. The 2nd was alright too. Then the 3rd.. and 4th.. I forcefully swallowed them down. Damn, I had 4 more. For the 5th and 6th pill, it was stuck onto my throat. It just doesn't want to go down with the water. What the heck is wrong with you, pill?! I poured myself more water, and thought "This is it, I'm getting this shit down with this". It did went down.

I threw the 7th and 8th pill away.

Well anyways, the ear drop worked like a miracle. The second day, my ear was feeling a hell lot better already. Why did I go through all that unnecessary pain back then? I should have visited the doctor earlier. Now, I'm feeling the same pain.. so I think I'll use the same ear drops the doctor prescribed to me back then.

Lesson learnt: Don't practice self medication/treatment. Always seek professional help.

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Forever and ever and ever eating

2011-03-05T20:06:00.000+08:00

When I grow up, I want to travel to different countries by myself. I would travel so often that taking a plane is like taking a bus to me. I would travel so often that even the people working at the airport would recognize me and say "Hey, you're here. Where are you traveling to today?".

I think it would be pretty fun traveling alone. No one knows me, so I am free to do whatever I want. In fact, I am free to go wherever I want. With a map on my hand and tons of cash in my pocket, I would walk, play, and eat alone. I would take beautiful photographs and buy everything I like.

When I return home, no one would be waiting for me. I have my own apartment. I live at the highest floor. My apartment would be the most beautiful thing on earth. In front of my apartment, there will be a mini garden. I would plant lots of sunflowers and they will grow beautifully. There might have a mini fountain too.

In my apartment, there will be 2 levels and there will be various rooms. One would be my bedroom, one would be my "walk in closet", one would be my "makeup" room, one would be my study room - with shelves and shelves of my favorite books, and one would be my secret room. This secret room is really difficult to find. Like those secret rooms in the movies, it would be hidden from sight and only I would know how to enter the room. Maybe the secret room would be behind a mirror, or behind my bookshelves. All these rooms would be located on the second floor. On the second floor, there will be a slide for me to slide myself down to the first floor.

On the first floor, there will be a beautiful, classy kitchen. There will always be food in the fridge. The place will always be nice,clean and neat because I won't not tolerate any untidiness or uncleanliness in my kitchen. On the first floor, I would have a beautiful bathroom. It would have a jacuzzi tub and there will be lots of windows for me to enjoy the scenery outside.

My living room would be painted with warm colors. The design of the living room is such that it is very simple, yet very modern. I will have the most comfortable sofa, and a very long, pretty curtain. I would spend my afternoons watching tv programs while eating cakes.

I will not celebrate any festivals except for Christmas.
On Christmas, I travel to somewhere where I can see the aurora.

http://pixdaus.com/pics/rLkcijSh2J15YbWN9s.jpg

And I would travel home again. Whenever I feel bored, I would pick a letter from A-Z, close my eyes, and randomly choose a country for me to travel to next.

This is the life I truly desire for.

Konapun, the cool Japanese toy

2011-02-19T22:17:00.001+08:00

Watch this video and be amazed.

It's cool right? The Japanese toy industry is really a genius for coming up with this. I totally want to get one!! The best part is, you can not only make hamburgers .. there are other different kinds of food you can make!

Take that! You want one of these now don't you!

As far as I know, only some of these are edible. (It's candy) Others aren't. For example... this!

Ok awww. That looks awfully delicious doesn't it?
If you want to see more, watch from this youtube channel!

**edit edit: I found out that, those which you can eat, it's called popin' cookin!