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Saturday, December 12, 2009
My other blog!
If you are kind enough, please visit my other blog too!
http://iinko.blogspot.com
No, you don't have to relink me. I'll still be updating on this blog too.
The difference is that the other blog is available to everyone to read, whether it is online friends, strangers, family, relatives, stalker, dogs, cats, monkeys whatever.
Its main focus would be on my online life, and this blog is about my offline life, in other words, real life.
And.. without a doubt.. the other blog would be more interesting.. because.. my real life.. is boring..
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The only thing good about this blog is that it is more personal :D
http://iinko.blogspot.com
No, you don't have to relink me. I'll still be updating on this blog too.
The difference is that the other blog is available to everyone to read, whether it is online friends, strangers, family, relatives, stalker, dogs, cats, monkeys whatever.
Its main focus would be on my online life, and this blog is about my offline life, in other words, real life.
And.. without a doubt.. the other blog would be more interesting.. because.. my real life.. is boring..
ㅋㅋ
The only thing good about this blog is that it is more personal :D
Thursday, December 10, 2009
My fairly interesting life
I feel so relaxed, bc my o levels is over. Nowadays, I have been doing nothing, and is becoming a bum at home. I'm rotting already, but I liked the feeling.
Every night, I would never fail to ask myself "What have I done today? What am I going to do tomorrow?". And night after night, I would feel quite empty, because I do not have a goal. I cannot see my future.
Towards the end of December, the money I had painstakingly kept for the enjoyment of the holidays are rapidly depleting. Now, I only have a mini sum of $100 in my piggy bank which, I am, reluctant to use bc I'm going on a holiday. I need the money to buy wonderfully cute things during my trip, whether it is for myself, or my lovely friends. Initially I don't wish to bring up this matter, but I feel that I should now bc I'm really on the brink of bankruptcy. My kind and gentle Okasan, had took back her words and had decided not to support me, in terms of finance, during the holidays. So here I am, trying to scrimp and save every cent to last through the December holidays. Err.. wait.. it should be..until March. Official polytechnic lesson starts during March-April right? Okay gg. From now on I shall bite my lips and smack my hands whenever I see something I want. Really.
And then, just when I completed the previous sentence, someone called me : "Lisa Lai".
Right. Before I forgot. I've watched two movies, namely, `Hua Mulan` and `My Girlfriend is an agent` during the holidays. Ah. Those two movies. My Girlfriend is an agent had its dose of comedy and romance, which I enjoyed very much honestly. But thinking back, the story and plot was so-so. On the other hand, Hua Mulan, is a movie that I would want a second peek at it bc it is so good. While other claims that it was OK, I thought it was brilliant. It kept me sitting at the edge of my seat during the whole movie. I would bravely say, no other movies, besides Harry Potter, would make me do that. I was reluctant to watch the movie at first but now, I did not regret watching it. I loved it.
F.T Island is coming to Singapore today! So? I'm not really a HUUUGGEEE fan of them so I'm not going to the airport later. Hmm.. If it's Super Junior or SS501, it will be a different story altogether. Ah. Super Junior. Please come to Singapore next year! And SS501, why did you break my heart? You promised me that you will be coming to Singapore this December but I have not heard a single bit of news of when you would be coming. To think that I have set aside some plans to persuade and hypnotize my mother into sponsoring me to go to your concert. I must be a fool. BABO! No wait, I got a feeling you would come when I'm going overseas. Please do not do that and wait for me to come back my sweethearts~ Don't be like lee minho, who would be coming to singapore when I'm overseas - - .
No wait. Seriously, Why did I mention him? I'm not a fan of him. Like I care if he would come or not.
Speaking of which, there would be a sundown concert(was it?) featuring F.T Island, Brown Eye Girls etc. this week (or was it next week?). I'm not going bc the tickets are expensive and.. I'm not very familiar with these groups. Like I said, if it were to be Super Junior + SS501 + Snsd(I don't mind; but this lady *ahem* please do not mess with my Kyu) + Wonder Girls + 2pm + BEAST + SHINee + U-Kiss + Big Bang + MBLAQ, I don't mind paying $100, you see. Aha, it's impossible.
And I would like to say, I dislike 2NE1 more than SNSD. I don't know why. I feel that 2NE1 cannot make it. Although their "I don't care" is a hit, "GEE" is a greater hit. And hit + bang + shoot. If "GEE" was in the music awards (whatever thing it is) , "I don't care" is going down down down. Baby are you down down down down down. *Erhem* Whatever. Fans of 2NE1 are going to hate me for this. But, I don't care a-a-a-a-a, I don't care a-a-a-a-a, cuz I don't care ~
Oh darn. Is this a kpop rant?
Every night, I would never fail to ask myself "What have I done today? What am I going to do tomorrow?". And night after night, I would feel quite empty, because I do not have a goal. I cannot see my future.
Towards the end of December, the money I had painstakingly kept for the enjoyment of the holidays are rapidly depleting. Now, I only have a mini sum of $100 in my piggy bank which, I am, reluctant to use bc I'm going on a holiday. I need the money to buy wonderfully cute things during my trip, whether it is for myself, or my lovely friends. Initially I don't wish to bring up this matter, but I feel that I should now bc I'm really on the brink of bankruptcy. My kind and gentle Okasan, had took back her words and had decided not to support me, in terms of finance, during the holidays. So here I am, trying to scrimp and save every cent to last through the December holidays. Err.. wait.. it should be..until March. Official polytechnic lesson starts during March-April right? Okay gg. From now on I shall bite my lips and smack my hands whenever I see something I want. Really.
And then, just when I completed the previous sentence, someone called me : "Lisa Lai".
Right. Before I forgot. I've watched two movies, namely, `Hua Mulan` and `My Girlfriend is an agent` during the holidays. Ah. Those two movies. My Girlfriend is an agent had its dose of comedy and romance, which I enjoyed very much honestly. But thinking back, the story and plot was so-so. On the other hand, Hua Mulan, is a movie that I would want a second peek at it bc it is so good. While other claims that it was OK, I thought it was brilliant. It kept me sitting at the edge of my seat during the whole movie. I would bravely say, no other movies, besides Harry Potter, would make me do that. I was reluctant to watch the movie at first but now, I did not regret watching it. I loved it.
F.T Island is coming to Singapore today! So? I'm not really a HUUUGGEEE fan of them so I'm not going to the airport later. Hmm.. If it's Super Junior or SS501, it will be a different story altogether. Ah. Super Junior. Please come to Singapore next year! And SS501, why did you break my heart? You promised me that you will be coming to Singapore this December but I have not heard a single bit of news of when you would be coming. To think that I have set aside some plans to persuade and hypnotize my mother into sponsoring me to go to your concert. I must be a fool. BABO! No wait, I got a feeling you would come when I'm going overseas. Please do not do that and wait for me to come back my sweethearts~ Don't be like lee minho, who would be coming to singapore when I'm overseas - - .
No wait. Seriously, Why did I mention him? I'm not a fan of him. Like I care if he would come or not.
Speaking of which, there would be a sundown concert(was it?) featuring F.T Island, Brown Eye Girls etc. this week (or was it next week?). I'm not going bc the tickets are expensive and.. I'm not very familiar with these groups. Like I said, if it were to be Super Junior + SS501 + Snsd(I don't mind; but this lady *ahem* please do not mess with my Kyu) + Wonder Girls + 2pm + BEAST + SHINee + U-Kiss + Big Bang + MBLAQ, I don't mind paying $100, you see. Aha, it's impossible.
And I would like to say, I dislike 2NE1 more than SNSD. I don't know why. I feel that 2NE1 cannot make it. Although their "I don't care" is a hit, "GEE" is a greater hit. And hit + bang + shoot. If "GEE" was in the music awards (whatever thing it is) , "I don't care" is going down down down. Baby are you down down down down down. *Erhem* Whatever. Fans of 2NE1 are going to hate me for this. But, I don't care a-a-a-a-a, I don't care a-a-a-a-a, cuz I don't care ~
Oh darn. Is this a kpop rant?
Sunday, December 6, 2009
And so, I got back my sense of touch.
Not literally "my sense of touch", as in my sense of writing a proper English essay.
Thinking back, it had been 4 years in my secondary school life. It wasn't exactly long, but it wasn't short either. Frankly speaking, while others were enjoying their peak of their youth during secondary 3 & 4, I was experiencing a change in my life. It wasn't great.
During secondary 3, I had to remake new friends, and I wasn't in the same class as my better friends. At times I felt alone, but no one would come and give me a helping hand. It was sad to say it, but it is alright now as it's in the past.
In semester one, I was alone, but a joker approached me. She made my day. She had a rough temper, but she is actually a very sweet girl. She was kind, cute and cheerful.
Thank you Angela, you demon! >:)
Things changed for the better in semester two, but it was horrible too. Day after day, I dreaded going to school, and cursed myself for not working hard when I was in secondary 2. But thanks to that special someone, I felt a lot better and my grades improved. She was someone quiet, and would give good advice to me. Though headstrong at times, but could be understanding. I feel that I could talk to her about anything. Thank you Darika!
When I was in secondary 4, I began to make closer friends, and became much more social in class. Najah was my savior. When I was feeling all alone, she was the one who came and approach me. I'm extremely grateful for that. I'm pleased to know someone like her. We quarrel at times, but would patch up the next day. She is so understanding, and kind to me. Through her, I had closer bonds with my classmates, and felt fuller, and happier. She was always there for me. Thank you Najah!
Although I did not have many good memories in my upper secondary, but I still love them much. I've loved all of my classmates too. Thank you Angela, Peishan, Jolene, Khalisa, Darika, Najah, Fatimah, Aishah, Sze Yee, Nisha, Waheedah, Raihana, Sakthi, JZ, Zul, Sundar, Michael, Chinghai, Prakash, Shafeeq, Radin, Jethro. I had created wonderful memories with you guys.
On the other hand, I loved my lower secondary life. There were laughter & tears. I had my usual group of cliques, and we had so much fun together. When I am with my this group of friends, I felt strong and feel that I can do anything. Thank you Qiwen, Zhang yue, Darika, Lin Luo, Qian Qian, Zixin, Limin.
Not forgetting my friends from other class that I would never forget. Thank you, Faith, Alleyne, Sharon, Khadijah, Nadira, Huishan, Dalphine, Shera Laopo, Mei San, Rebecca, Liu Yang, Zhiqi, Pei Juan, Yi Zen, Xiu Yi, Jiali, Leong Tai, Tristan, Bing Xiang, Changming etc. etc. ... (I can't possibly name everyone, so I'm just naming the people whom I can remember now, at the moment.)
How could I possibly forget all the teachers who had taught me?
Thank you, Ms Moey, Mrs Chan, Ms Lai, Ms Liu, Mr Goh, Mr Foo, Mr Mok, Mr Ng, Mr Ho, Mr Ong, Ms Long etc etc.. !
Thank you to everyone whom had made my Secondary School life meaningful...
Thinking back, it had been 4 years in my secondary school life. It wasn't exactly long, but it wasn't short either. Frankly speaking, while others were enjoying their peak of their youth during secondary 3 & 4, I was experiencing a change in my life. It wasn't great.
During secondary 3, I had to remake new friends, and I wasn't in the same class as my better friends. At times I felt alone, but no one would come and give me a helping hand. It was sad to say it, but it is alright now as it's in the past.
In semester one, I was alone, but a joker approached me. She made my day. She had a rough temper, but she is actually a very sweet girl. She was kind, cute and cheerful.
Thank you Angela, you demon! >:)
Things changed for the better in semester two, but it was horrible too. Day after day, I dreaded going to school, and cursed myself for not working hard when I was in secondary 2. But thanks to that special someone, I felt a lot better and my grades improved. She was someone quiet, and would give good advice to me. Though headstrong at times, but could be understanding. I feel that I could talk to her about anything. Thank you Darika!
When I was in secondary 4, I began to make closer friends, and became much more social in class. Najah was my savior. When I was feeling all alone, she was the one who came and approach me. I'm extremely grateful for that. I'm pleased to know someone like her. We quarrel at times, but would patch up the next day. She is so understanding, and kind to me. Through her, I had closer bonds with my classmates, and felt fuller, and happier. She was always there for me. Thank you Najah!
Although I did not have many good memories in my upper secondary, but I still love them much. I've loved all of my classmates too. Thank you Angela, Peishan, Jolene, Khalisa, Darika, Najah, Fatimah, Aishah, Sze Yee, Nisha, Waheedah, Raihana, Sakthi, JZ, Zul, Sundar, Michael, Chinghai, Prakash, Shafeeq, Radin, Jethro. I had created wonderful memories with you guys.
On the other hand, I loved my lower secondary life. There were laughter & tears. I had my usual group of cliques, and we had so much fun together. When I am with my this group of friends, I felt strong and feel that I can do anything. Thank you Qiwen, Zhang yue, Darika, Lin Luo, Qian Qian, Zixin, Limin.
Not forgetting my friends from other class that I would never forget. Thank you, Faith, Alleyne, Sharon, Khadijah, Nadira, Huishan, Dalphine, Shera Laopo, Mei San, Rebecca, Liu Yang, Zhiqi, Pei Juan, Yi Zen, Xiu Yi, Jiali, Leong Tai, Tristan, Bing Xiang, Changming etc. etc. ... (I can't possibly name everyone, so I'm just naming the people whom I can remember now, at the moment.)
How could I possibly forget all the teachers who had taught me?
Thank you, Ms Moey, Mrs Chan, Ms Lai, Ms Liu, Mr Goh, Mr Foo, Mr Mok, Mr Ng, Mr Ho, Mr Ong, Ms Long etc etc.. !
Thank you to everyone whom had made my Secondary School life meaningful...
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Days 4 free
Ahh, 'O's have finally ended. I'm pretty sure I won't be able to make it for most of the subjects .. but well.. nvm.. over already. Don't want to think about it.
I'm probably going overseas this December.. but I'm not really happy about it..
I'm still in the midst of protesting and persuading w my father to bring us to Korea.
Ah - - I don't want to go anywhere except Korea..
My father told me that Korea is very expensive.. and wants to go to China ..
But.. China isn't fun.. moreover, I've been there before already..
Well.. I've been to South Korea too.. but @ that time I'm still quite young so I can't really recall what I did there.. and the fun I've had there.. didn't know how to enjoy myself @ that time..
Besides, I want to purchase G dragon, SS501 & Super Junior album there..
And and and, I want to go skiing .. It would be extremely fun.. unlike other country..
China is seriously boring.. all about the history and stuff .. Not fun.. I don't like these kind of things.
The other SEA countries too.. only Japan and Korea appeals to me..
I want to eat the crab @ Japan & I want to purchase anime items/ attend the anime festival there..
I may sound like a spoilt brat don't I? I should be thankful that I'm able to go overseas already..
But I don't want.. I really want to go to Korea..
My father had also expressed his interest in going there too.. but forsake the idea because it was too expensive.. and is now trying to persuade me to go to the other countries..
but no.. I won't give in without putting up a fight.. This is the first time I want to go to a country so badly..
Actually.. If I agree, my father would have purchased the tickets to Bangkok tomorrow.. but he won't.. because I will never agree.. I'd rather go to China than to Bangkok.. Don't know why..
I think.. worst come to worst.. I'll ask my father to go Shanghai.. Looks pretty fun there.. And I can buy Super Junior M album too !
So for the sake of the expenses to the holiday this December, I have decided to find a job..
Working for a month would be sufficient for me already.. Can at least have $500 to spend during the trip..
The question is : Why need so much to spend?
The answer is : I want to buy a lot of things for myself and my friends.. I don't want to restrict myself to a certain amount of money.. Like when I was in Taiwan.. , I was only given $40 to spend (Although I don't need to spend anything on the food and stuff but still!).. so pathetic.. can't even bear to buy something nicer for myself and for my beloved friends.. because of the tight budget.. So this time.. NO sorry, I'm going to bring a lot of cash to the country I'll be going to and spend like crazy.. Like buying bags, clothes, hats, shoes, food etc..
So exciting.. I can't wait..
I'll be making sure the country I go to have a lot of skiing and theme parks too.. And I'll be sure to take a million pictures there.. I must make it an unforgettable tour for myself..
Back to the job thing..
Need to find a job really fast!
And I hope I can go overseas.. really hope..
Korea, here I come okay? I'll try my best to be there.. :]
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And to my dad..
I'm probably going overseas this December.. but I'm not really happy about it..
I'm still in the midst of protesting and persuading w my father to bring us to Korea.
Ah - - I don't want to go anywhere except Korea..
My father told me that Korea is very expensive.. and wants to go to China ..
But.. China isn't fun.. moreover, I've been there before already..
Well.. I've been to South Korea too.. but @ that time I'm still quite young so I can't really recall what I did there.. and the fun I've had there.. didn't know how to enjoy myself @ that time..
Besides, I want to purchase G dragon, SS501 & Super Junior album there..
And and and, I want to go skiing .. It would be extremely fun.. unlike other country..
China is seriously boring.. all about the history and stuff .. Not fun.. I don't like these kind of things.
The other SEA countries too.. only Japan and Korea appeals to me..
I want to eat the crab @ Japan & I want to purchase anime items/ attend the anime festival there..
I may sound like a spoilt brat don't I? I should be thankful that I'm able to go overseas already..
But I don't want.. I really want to go to Korea..
My father had also expressed his interest in going there too.. but forsake the idea because it was too expensive.. and is now trying to persuade me to go to the other countries..
but no.. I won't give in without putting up a fight.. This is the first time I want to go to a country so badly..
Actually.. If I agree, my father would have purchased the tickets to Bangkok tomorrow.. but he won't.. because I will never agree.. I'd rather go to China than to Bangkok.. Don't know why..
I think.. worst come to worst.. I'll ask my father to go Shanghai.. Looks pretty fun there.. And I can buy Super Junior M album too !
So for the sake of the expenses to the holiday this December, I have decided to find a job..
Working for a month would be sufficient for me already.. Can at least have $500 to spend during the trip..
The question is : Why need so much to spend?
The answer is : I want to buy a lot of things for myself and my friends.. I don't want to restrict myself to a certain amount of money.. Like when I was in Taiwan.. , I was only given $40 to spend (Although I don't need to spend anything on the food and stuff but still!).. so pathetic.. can't even bear to buy something nicer for myself and for my beloved friends.. because of the tight budget.. So this time.. NO sorry, I'm going to bring a lot of cash to the country I'll be going to and spend like crazy.. Like buying bags, clothes, hats, shoes, food etc..
So exciting.. I can't wait..
I'll be making sure the country I go to have a lot of skiing and theme parks too.. And I'll be sure to take a million pictures there.. I must make it an unforgettable tour for myself..
Back to the job thing..
Need to find a job really fast!
And I hope I can go overseas.. really hope..
Korea, here I come okay? I'll try my best to be there.. :]
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And to my dad..
Sorry, I really want Korea.. badly..
Labels: south korea trip december
Monday, November 9, 2009
If I don't get 15 or higher for my science MCQ.. I'll fail my sciences...
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Fuck
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
It's over
Because it doesn't really matter anymore that's why I won't care. You're nothing.
3 Papers down.
3 to go.
Next week, is called "death week" .
After that.
3/4 Freed.
MCQ down, free to go.
8 weeks later,
sorrow,
anger,
tears.
And then,
move on.
A new journey unfolds.
A new life begins.
Surprises , lonliness , laughter .
Friends, enemies.
Trust, doubt.
Would care less.
Don't need anyone.
Filling my heart.
Feels my heart.
Thump.
Journey over.
Independence.
Competition.
Anger.
Walk on.
Break.
Walk on.
Restless.
Stop.
Travel.
Final destination...
Eternal slumber.